Tiada Jawapan

Big Girls Don't Cry

2007-10-12T02:38:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to this song.. (Dem...miss my litta girl...very muchhh!)

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know,
I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go aloneI must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go homeIt's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity...

Haaiit..Salamx..
Walawehh... its been longgg....longgg...time tak jenguk blog. 2 years? erm..username & password pun hampir2 dah luput dr ingatan. Ada juga lah few mail account yg dah expired (inactive) sbb dah lama benar aku tak login. :D .. ni pun puas jugak la perak otak nak mengingat balik apa username aku.. heh.. got it! ..
Anyway, afterthis tak pasti lah bila lagi aku update blog nih..Esok dah sibuk nak masak rendang & buat apa yg patut, tapi aku masih lagi direhatkan...duduk goyang kaki lagi...So, kepada pengunjung setia sejak 2 tahun yg lepas & sahabat yg masih aktif blogging, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf zahir Batin... berhati2 dijalan raya... :D.. tadaaaa....

Words to remind myself

2005-11-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Big Big Girls by Emilia.

Do it for yourself.. and not for others.

If you do it for others, they will let u down. You might not know it now, but you will.

When?

When you stumbled hard and fallen down, and they will watch you from afar, and questions why you've fallen? Rather than acknowledge that you've been hurt and help you get up.

I should know, I've been there remember?

Do this for your own future. Only then will you know that whatever happen, you'll be where you want to be...one day...at your own pace, at your own pride.
Even if you've stumbled, you'll get up again, because it is your future that's at stake.

When you are successful, let them take the ride with you, but don't let them be your main purpose for success. Most people doesn't want to be around when we've fallen. Some may even feel ashamed to be associated with us.

But do they know what the future holds for us? One day, when we are high and mighty, those same people, who might have lost faith in us, will try to get close again, and be around, and mention our name as closest to theirs.

That's how the world is...

Raya's fever lah pulak...

2005-11-09T10:25:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Melly Goeslaw feat. Krisdayanti - Cinta

Salam & gewd day ppl!! Hari ni aku mc! Fever attack lah.. 2 days already. Semalam half day, tengari dah tak tahan sgt seseme meleleh dr idung.. called my buddy to bring me to clinic. Dpt lah mc for that day... but then.. doc tak bg ubat sore throat. Las nite had a walk with my buddy to clinic nearby my house. Doc said.. my throat quite teruk.. so dpt "gula-gula" & mc! hehe.. last nite was really a terrible nite. Cant sleep properly due to cold & thiz sore throat..... wheeewwww......
Hey... las monday i travel back from hometown early morning with my buddy. 730am from hometown... 820 sampai KL. Was worried that Jalan Tun Razak jem... heh..once again..lengang giler.. bes tul.. all the way from Sg Besi till my office.. no traffic congested! Camni tetiap minggu bleh balik kl hari Isnin yek! Hehe...
Okey ppl... i should go & rest my head by now.. Till then.. Nice day ahead!!

Raya mood

2005-11-05T01:10:00.000+08:00

Curently listening to Kenny G - The Music That Makes me Dance

Hey... first of all.. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all my buddies.. Maaf Zahir Batin. Kengkawan yg tak dpt balik "kg" raya.. sabar2 lah yer. Macam tak biasa beraya jauh dari family. Tahun ni tak sempat nak dajal you all dgn kad raya lagu Sudirman.. takda masa nak buat lah.. Selamat lah untuk tahun nih. Hehehe....
This year, raya aku macam tahun2 lepas, rasanya makin hambar!!! UIkss.. ye kot? Cepat sgt bulan Ramadhan berlalu. Sedar tak sedar dah pun 1 Syawal. 3 days before raya, aku kena kerja. Terpaksa balik KL semata2 kena kerja untuk 1 hari tu ja.. Sib baik la my buddy pun kerja on the same day, travel pergi kerja pepagi around 7.55 am dari rumah kg... 8.45 am dah sampai Jalan Tun Razak, awal gila sampai, jalan clear... siap boleh pegi round Sg Wang kejap. Balik kg around 9pm.. tu pun sempat pergi shopping kat Jalan TAR jap.
Today... dah masuk 3rd day raya, 1st day raya lagi aku bleh tertidur kat hall.. ngantuks sgt sey.. 2 hari sebelum raya dok mengemas/cuci rumah. Dalam sampai luar.. erghhh... letih. Kalau mood nak kemas semua dah sampai... tak kira lah puasa ke tak.. janji aku puas hati tgk suma bersih. 2nd day.... not going anywhere, tgu org dtg rumah ja.. petang my buddies dtg rumah. Lama tul tak jumpa you all.. btw thanks for coming guys, hari ni maybe nak sambung pergi merayau rumah yg lain2 pulak.
This weekend dah nak balik KL.. not sure nak balik on Sunday or Monday morning lagi. Banyak benda nak kena buat balik KL nanti. Okey fellas... ada benda nak kena study sket.. Nite & take care ya!!

Sikit...

2005-10-27T00:05:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to January by Kenny G feat Glenn

Friend of mine came tonite, hand in "buku sekolah". Sekali imbas, whewww... banyak benda nak kena recall balik nih.. those abbreviations.. switch.. multiplexer.. bla bla bla. Masa amik Data Communication dulu.. bit easy, belajar tang surface ja. Wooo.. i want to make it!
Shall i make it this way..
-Had nasi lemak for fasting break today rite infront of my pc.. mengadap case.. erghh... tambah sakit otak ngadap cases yg berlembak nih.
-Tukar duit raya early morning... banyakkkk!!! My sis & my cousins nya portion skali. Sampul raya pun dpt banyak gaks lah.. tu pun awal2 dah tempah! Heshhh... kacau ja..
-Next Friday... ada berbuka puasa dinner kat Nikko Hotel. Yummy... prepare yur tummy lahh..apa lagik. sesi makan puas2!
What else? Erghh... ngantuks...

Sahur pertama dibulan puasa!

2005-10-21T06:18:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Brian Setzer Orchestra - Crazy Little Thing Called Love

Yucks.. this morning aku terlewat bangun for sahur! 1st day sahur aku makan nasi. All this while, either makan kurma 3 biji or just minum aja. Tak tahan dah perut pedih bila tiba tengari. Had simple dish ja since dah terlewat bangun.
Yesterday, early in the morning our beloved PM's wife died @ 0750 due to breast cancer. Takziah diucapkan. Then, ada lah syaitan mana terlepas dari kurungan dah hack server Bernama and manipulate their news saying that next Monday will be declared as public holiday. Heh.. kenapa monday yek? Was thinking its just a hoax! Cant be Monday by logic sense! All my colleagues dah berjoget hepi dah.. hey... cut the crap lah! It was a hoax jerk and confirmed few hour after that. Kalau cuti pun, bank tak boleh simply cuti selagi takda circular dari BNM!
Well.. bad thing happen kat rumah nih. Bit pissed off! Dem you la pempuan. Muka ja cantik, perangai buruk! Pencurik pulak tuh... Haa.. aku marah nih. Erkk.. sabar..sabar.. sabar yerk..
Okeylah.. wa sabar nih beb! Gotta go now. Nak mandi and off to work!

Annual Dinner

2005-10-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

With Piyush Gupta. Citibank's Regional Manager (Malaysia) during Citibank's Annual Dinner 2005 @ Mandarin Oriental.

Ofis durjane!!!

2005-10-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Enya - Exile

Hari ni aku berbuka air kosong kat opis. Tak lalu nak telan nasik kuih maupun apa2 je jenis makanan. Satu kes blow petang tadi.. satu team kena. Dgn aku2 pun kena tempias. Syaiton durjane tul.. gara-gara si "William Hung" CI larrr.. Tensen kepala otak. Racist tak igt dunia. Colleague aku yg kena mark. Padahal silap org lain. Yg sepatunya kena, lepas camtu ja. Weii..mana aci. Siot tul lah.. Ni yg pakcik nak marah nih..
Esok..jumaat!! Lusa.. sabtu.. apa aku nak buat nih? Btw.. kepala ni ada sikit mereng! Kena brain wash tgh2 malam buta. So, masing2 tak berada didalam paksi yg betul.
Bateri kong dah. Mau tidur! daaaa.....

Wake me up when Semptember ends

2005-10-11T22:21:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Green Day - Wake Me Up when September ENDS!

Aloha.. well.. sebulan lebih aku tak mengupdate blog resah nih. heh.. sesi hibernate dah pun berlalu.. hibernate? silap.. aku dah fly satu dunia.. hinggap sekejap kat KL Airport, penat sey!!!Haha..
Well.. too many things happen during my hibernate seasons.My ups and downs.. the happiest and saddest moments.. Hehe..nothing much i can say, partly my mistakes too.. Shall raise your hands whenever u feel uncomfortable rite? One of the lessons they teach me! Hehe
Well.. where to start anyway? Herrm... one by one...
Starting from July, every weekend aku attend rehearsel untuk Hari Kebangsaan under Team KRB. So, every weekend start kul 2 petang.. till 6.. aku kena jemur kat Boulevard Putrajaya. It wasnt my plan at all anyway, i was invited to joing them bilamana aku saja dtg nak tgk cousins aku when wuddenly coach datang approac me to join them. Well.. not bad. Aku on aja since weekend pun dah takda aktiviti lagi. Starting from that, jadi ikan salai lah bawah mentari. Terasa sungguh kehitaman kulit. A week b4 31 Aug, full rehearsal kat Putrajaya. Riban2 manusia nak dijaga, till lepas abis latihan, were called to gather in front of the main stage. Ada la few words yg bit pedas yg Pak Ngah guna.. Hehe.. Kena kat bebudak sekolah lah.. KRB maintain beb! Well.. for persalinan, dpt 3 set.. 1 set lengkap dgn seluar, baju, kasut, cap. Okey lah tuh.. But after all, am gonna miss all the formation lah.. dem!! skrang ni pantang dengar all those songs like Kerana Mu M'sia.. etc.. sure aku teringat this part buat formation apa.. Uhhh.. missed it!. Nak tgk gambar? Nanti aku upload. pakai dial up.. sakit jiwa wa!
Thenn.. 2 weeks after that.. off to Rompin. Nice place.. nice ppl too!! Haha.. Tapi dpt tidur semalam ja. Summerset Hotel & Colonial Villas. Ha.. at 1st aku malas nak pegi, tp bila tgk gambar yg abg aku bg masa their 1st visit.. walaweehh.. wa nak pegi!! The journey took about 4-5 hours. All the way, aku tak berapa tidur sbb suka nak tgk permandangan. Ni baru betul cuci mata ye!kat situ...laut pun tak berapa berombak, sampai around 3, lepas lunch, gi jalan2 sepanjang pantai, romentik tull.. sib baik 3 org aweks pinggitan! Malam, ada bbq dinner.. the foods not bad, the best part.. ada rusa panggang! And lagi best.. aku dpt bahagian drumstik.. haha... penuh satu pinggan.. slamba kodok bawak masuk dlm. Datuk Minister pon ada skali, masa amik foods, he was standing kat sebelah aku. ehe.. kecik je orgnya, but am bit salute sama ni org lah. Lastly bout my trip here... WA TAK PUAS ATI SBB TAK DPT NAIK ATV!!! waaa.....
Orait.. what else? Then.. week/ 2 weeks after that... off to Kuching ... AGAIN?? Hehe.. jgn tak caya, aku pun tak caya anyway bila colleagues setuju nak pegi holday trip ke sana, 2nd time pegi Kuching till aku rasa aku dah hafal jalan kat situ. Jumaat pagi dgn flight Air Asia (should be MAS tp MAS dah habis.. huh.. tak besnya..) 19 of us flew to Kuching. Kali ni flight pegi balik, tak delayed macam the 1st time dulu. In fact, masa pegi, my group terlewat few mins as semua passenger dah on board. Haha.. Reach Kuching Airport @ 12pm. Sampai, terus check in hotel. Hilton Kuching..nice place.. bilik yg aku dpt pun mengadap Waterfront. Rest kejap.. then terus siap2 keluar.. took cab to my friends house. Haha.. tergezut Auntie tu tgk aku. Hehe.. sorry ye aunt, out of sudden je. Nite.. had dinner kat ... ermm.. dunno apa nama tempat tu. But.. i tried the "ayam golek" lah... hehe.. just nice. Had pizza for myself.
The next morning, uncle & aunt sent me back to Hilton early morning around 7.30 am. Was dem sleepy. Naik hotel.. aku belasah membuta kejap.. then mandi balik.. 8.30 baru turun breakfast. The foods? Pheww....nyesal tak turun awal. 9 am...off to Cultural Village. The bad thing..ramainya org. Uhh.. tak selesa nak berjalan. So.. tak semua rumah yg aku jelajah since aku dah penah sampai sini last April.. cuma bit upset dgn cultural show. Pendek je?And also part yg menarik pun takdak. Alahai.. dah la nak masuk kena berebut! Dgn bebudak skolah yg tak reti bahasa.. masin redah ja.. argh.. tensen nok!
Balik dr Cultural Village, singgah shopping kat town. Berabis jugak la aku, since my 1st visit ramai yg tak dpt souvenir & not too many things yg aku dpt beli.. so kali ni.. belasah abis2, my luggage pun dah boleh tahan besar.. hehe.. balik hotel.. lenggang2 ja jalan kaki. tidow sampai kul6, woke up at 6 and prepare for dinner. Lepas dinner, we had nite walking all over the waterfront. Hehe.. never did this.. but cam macam kat kl pulak, sbb ramai org and sepanjang laluan, jumpa la org jual gambir sarawak.
Sunday, journey back to KL was miserable. Something happen, 2 hours without hp.. huh.. mati kutu aku. Ermm.. nothing much i can sayyyy, was bit upset too... Let it be part of the history.
Semalam, i was on MC. Spec pecah.. 3 hari tak pakai.. headache giler. Petang.. kena food allergy, gatal2 & ada spot like mosquito bites all over my body. Very itchy lahh.. cant stand that. Sib baik ada tukang garu.. mekaseh ye tukang garu! hehe.. Then after berbuka, was rushed to clinic @ Pandan Jaya. Kena injection.. urghh.. tak sukanya. But since its fast releif, aku belasah ja..
Was wondering apa yg aku makan nite b4.. Now, even bengkak2 dah tarak.. tp kadang2 rasa itchy sket.. gatal.. abis luka aku garu.
Dah lewat nih..rasanya, dah lebih 360 patah perkataan aku tulih nih.. HEhe.. dari noe idea.. berjela2 pulak.. tu pun stil ada lagi yg tertinggal.. Nanti next post aku cerita lah. Gambar? Nanti ada masa Starbucks rulez.. will upload.
Anyway..anyhow.. Shall say gewd nite to all, buddies!. Have a nice day ahead. Puasa dah seminggu.. 3 more weeks to go. Yg kat seberang, tak dpt balik, aku post gambar makan lemang rendang ketupat jer lah yer.. jgn marah. Ni turn korang..sabar je! HEhe.. Nite all..

LOTR rulez!!

2005-08-01T22:13:00.000+08:00

Watching LOTR-Fellowship of the RIng

At the mmt, sambil mengadap tv, sambil update blog and finish up few things. Just bought new TV and a portable DVD player(pas ni kalau gi holiday lagi, bleh angkut sekali..). Rasanya, afterwards collection DVD pun makin bertambah lah, starting with LOTR.. next..CSI, ALias, Star Wars.. Harry Potter and.. tgklah mana yg sempat aku tangkap dulu. Rasanya, macam ketinggalan ja aku ni sbb LOTR dah berabad keluar, but aku baru ja nak tgk. Kan? Well.. not that aku tak minat nak tgk kat cinema, kat rumah pun mmg ada vcd lanun, but kualiti gambar tak berapa bes, tak selera sgt nak tgk. So, aku tunggu sampai ada dvd player nih, kumpul collection sendiri.. tgk kat rumah..lagi seronok. (Kinda confession huh??) Hehe.. tomorow, few more dvds to come!!
Feel lost lately,.. Tryin to figure out what i've done, so wrong, tryin to talk but never got the answers,..Maybe its time for me to fly again.. Kinda sad, what else can i say.. i'm just...millions sorry.
I think, Legolas & Frodo is watching me.. not the other way it should be.. hehe.. guys.. have a nice days ahead... Good night..

"If u see a butterfly around, its just me checking if u r alright.."

2005-07-26T00:22:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to The First Noel by Kenny G

Bit late tonite..

Just want to update that today is my first day gaji as C***beng employee. Kinda sad, my plan to celebrate was ruined as i have to stayback to get ready with new tasks and....oh. ..urm.. lupakan saja... Baru sebulan hired, dah 2 job function aku dpt. Penin makcik.

How was i to know

2005-07-21T00:54:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to Menanti Sebuah Jawapan by Padi (Theme song for Ungu Violet)

Hell.. tonite, mata tak leh nak lelap.. tapi badan letih sgt. Went home so late.. apa gila malam ni, lalok carik cd merata kl, tp semua kedai banyak dah tutup and.. pulang dengan hampa. Gara-gara lagu kat atas tuh.. well.. this month..crazy for that song and lagi satu theme song for rancangan realiti amal tv3 that, Bersamamu; Jac-wajah. Well.. luckily, malam ni berjaya gak jumpa lagu ni dlm kazaa. Tapi sound tak berapa elok. Its fine as long as i can hear it again and again!!!!!(am considering to buy mp3 player 512 or... mini ipod terus..tgk budget.. tgu pcFair bulan 8 kat sebelah opis aku..)
Hidung aku dah berair sakan nih, seems nak selsema + demam = minum air banyak2. Berembun lagik...mana taknya. Hope by tomorrow morning.. it will getin better. Letih aaahh.. Kat luar still ujan lagik..shall tarik selimut by now.. Preparing for tomorrow.. 1 hari yg tragik dah pun berlalu...

Menanti sebuah Jawaban by Padi
Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
Aku tak terpagut oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu
Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
Mendekap penuh harapan tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu
AmBetapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tau isi hatiku
Dan seiring waktu yg terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

Wajah - Jaclyn Victor
Berbumbungkan angkasa kelabu Lantainya bumi retak seribuSetiap langkah perjalananmuBeronak berliku Betapa berat mata memandang Berat bahu menggalas bebanan Belum sempat menitis ke pipi Tangisan kering sendiri
Berkali tersungkur Pandanganmu kabur Namun azam meneruskan hidup Tak pernah luntur
Engkaulah perwira Di medan derita Merentasi ranjau kehidupan Dengan harapan
Luahan rasa derita jiwa Pada wajah tiada rahsia Menunggu malang berganti tuah Usah kau berputus asaKaulah wira

Que sera sera..

2005-07-18T22:17:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to When Will I See U Again by Barry Manilow

Last night quietly he walked through my mind
As I lay searching for sleep
His arms reached out he whispered my name
As he brushed a tear from my cheek
And then those funny familiar forgotten feelings
Started walking all over my mind
It's sad so sad to watch love go bad
But a true love would not have gone wrong
I'm just thankful for the good times we've had
For without them
I could not go on
With all those funny familiar forgotten feelings
Walking all over my mind
Now I must go on be strong
though a million teardrops may fall
Before those funny familiar forgotten feelings
Stopped walking all over my mind
Before those funny familiar forgotten feelings
Stopped walking all over my mind

Alahai keta...

2005-07-17T02:18:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to Goodbye to You by Michelle Branch

Location : Ampang MRR2
Time : Around 5pm

Kancil WGG kena langgar ngan van M** ****. The car taken by Abg Shawn to do alignment and balancing, after our lunch meal kat Sushi King Ampang Point, we all berpecah as me my sis and Kak Fad gi C4 to buy food for our makan2 in Desa View. Well.. the car was hit by blue van on the same way heading to Gombak. Police report was lodged at Ampang Jaya Police Station. C4-Ampang.. sib baik la ujan drizzle ja..Mummy, daddy we all tak bgtau lagi... only Angah ja yg tau.
Maybe esok kot bg Along nak bgtau..biar benda dah reda sket..Maklumlah..zaman kegawatan ekonomi nih.. semuanya merudum...Masa on the way to Ampang nak gi makan Sushi.. baru ja borak dgn along pasal nak beli keta baru.. merajuk agaknye Cik Kancil WGG nih.. Alamak..sori lah cik Kancil, patah tumbuh hilang berganti..

Star Wars rulez!!!!

2005-07-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to She Will be Loved by Maroon 5

Now i know, mana datangnya Anakin Skywalker.. kewujudan Darth Vader.. Princess Leia, Luke Skywalker.. Star Wars ada 6 series which is jalan cerita nya bermula kat series yg ke4. Pelik? Tapi menarik! Anyway bukannya aku baru tau, last month berjaya gak aku tgk episod Revenge of the Sith nih.. So.. in the next episod.. kisah anak bunuh bapak. Rasanya aku kena mula kumpul balik dvd Star Wars nih..

Out of my control

2005-07-13T22:56:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to Lonely by AKon

Tadi...banyak tul idea aku nak tulih dlm blog ni. Bila dah mengadap notebook, hilang melayang ntah kemana ntah idea2 aku...
herrkk... sungguh aku takdak idea.. err...tp dari tadi aku dok dgr lagu yg sama berulang2..
Erm..takpa lah..mmg blurr kodok aku malam nih. Later2 aku update lagi.Adios.

No idea..nothing to say actually

2005-07-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to Boston Pop Orchestra - Main Title from Braveheart

This morning, LRT buat hal lagi.. Again!!! Dekat 1/2 jam jugak la tunggu train, sib baik pepagi org tak berapa ramai sangat.. Haahh.. tensen aku, this is not the first time lrt delayed.But still aku sampai opis awal jugaklah. Tuday, aku kena buat medical checkup kat panel clinic Ctben*. As usual, X-ray, urine test, blood test, eyesight...bla bla bla... The best part, doc kat clinic tu ramah tamah pulak, sib baik la masa amik darah dia pandai buat, tak terasa sgt kena jarum. Haha.. aku alergik jarum hospital! Lemah kepala lutut bai bila sebut kena injection ka..apa ka..
Well, just got latest news, plan next week kena delayed. Seiii.. atas arahan minister. Should be no prob bebeh. Have to arrange new plan nampaknya since weekend, aku kena berdiri diatas kaki sendiri.. (betul ke aku sebut nih)
Tomorrow, got plan with Daddy, Mr & Mrs Smith's rulez!!!!Hehe.. Shrooms Rulez...!! soon.
Time being, mata dah ngantuks giler.. got few more works kena settle. Masuk blog update & post. Nah...amik!

p/s:Crazy things that im addicted to - carik buku P/S:i love you & nak dgr mocking birds from live band.

Lonely

2005-06-14T00:28:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to Lonely by Akon

This month, banyak tul lagu bes keluar. And the latest fav song aku, lagu nih (Akon-Lonely). Dgr through cd kat keta cousin aku.. kiut la pulak suara "chipmunk" tuh. The moment tgh tunggu dl abis kat kazaa.
At the mmt, dok lepaking and surfing time. Sambil2 tu clear up + arrange data dlm hd ni. Kat desktop area pon dah bersepah2 file. Lepas ni nak kena refresh balik oS windows ni. Function key untuk sound dah tak jalan. Malas tul aku nak troubleshoot.
Okeylah, aku pon dah stall giler nih. Got the song.. drown with the lyrics.. Nite all..

Lonely by Akon

Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr.
LonelyI have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years,
tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuzEver since my girl left me,
my whole left life came crashin

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put u thru u still stuckAround and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me Be so happy but now so lonely

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to come home, so stop playing girl andCome on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id everHurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

Obsessions by Frankie J feat Baby

2005-06-10T01:07:00.000+08:00

Been lookiing for this song quite smtime. Tadi dgr through CD, tak pueh ati balik aku carik kat Kazaa. Main belasah ja download.. tepat!

It's early in the morning And my heart is feeling lonely
Just thinking 'bout you baby Got me twisted in the head
And I don't know how to take it But it's driving me so crazy
I don't know if it's right I'm tossing turning in my bed
It's 5 o'clock in the morning
And I still can't sleep Thinking 'bout your beauty
It makes me weakI'm feeling hopeless in my home
I don't know what to doI think I'm in loveBaby...

[chorus]Amor, No es Amor(If this ain't love)
Then, what am I feeeling? What am I doing wrong?
Amor, No es Amor(If this ain't love) It's just an illusion
That I have in my heartNow, I know you're not my
LadyBut I'm trying to make this right
Don't know what to doI'm going out of my mind
So Baby if you let meKick it witchu then well maybe
We can ride togetherWe can do this all night
Now, I don't care if you got a manBaby I'd wish you'd understand
Cuz I know he can't love you right,
Quite like I canIt's 5 o'clock in the morning
And I still can't sleep Thinking 'bout your beauty
It makes me weakI feeling hopeless at homeI don't know what to doI think
I'm in love
[chorus]Amor, No es Amor(If this ain't love)
Then, what am I feeling?What am I doing wrong?
Amor, No es Amor(If this ain't love)It's just and illusion
That I have in my heartI love the way you freaky like that
I love the way you freaky like that
I love the way you freaky like that
It's obsession

[Baby Bash]Hold Up, Let me DreamShorty got me feeling serene you're my candy
You're my creamGot your boy feeling supreme
Hold up, Wait a minuteBaby you so damn independent
Loving everything you representingI got a lot of money and
I love to spend itAnd that's what's up,
And I don't care what people scream Your my blessing when I
'm stressingMy Superfly Beauty QueenI'm a keep it saucy
Cuz my ma now how I do,We gon rendez vous,
MI CORAZON BELONGS TO YOU

[chorus]Amor, No es Amor(If this ain't love)
Then, what am I feeling?What am I doing wrong?
Amor, No es Amor(if this ain't love)It's just an illusion
That I have in my heartAmor, No es Amor(If this ain't love)
Then, what am I feeling?What am I doing wrong?Amor,
No es Amor(if this ain't love)It's just an illusion
That I have in my heart

Akuuuuuuuuu....zalim?

2005-06-10T00:29:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to Ave Maria by Kenny G

Just came back from Bangi. Bit tired today.. had a long journey to east for the sake of cendawan goreng!!! Almost a week, rasanya baru malam ni had a proper dinner. 8 jenis lauk atas meja.. sapa nak makan ni? Sup tulang... err.. tomyam lagik.. ikan...and few other dish. As usual.. aku tak berapa makan sgt. Had soup tulang ja.
Well.. 1 hari dah pun berlalu. Esok dah pun Jumaat.. and not to forget pepagi sok ada tugas kena buat. Ya la...ya la.. nak tido dah ni..
Okey all.. mata ngantuks..tp sambil tulis karangan pendek nih.. sambil mengadap vb script pakcik aku nih. Tryin to understand.. tp tak jalan gaks kat nutbook nih. Program untuk road builders.
Ok ppls, time to sleep, baby!!!

I was drowning my sorrows but the learned to swim

2005-06-08T14:35:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to Aku Dia dan Kamu by D-Va

Baru tukar blog skin. No idea at all.. was thinking to put black as background color, tp tak menarik plak blog skins yg aku jumpa.
By the way, our new semester has started and result dah keluar seminggu yg lalu tp br ni aku ada masa nak check. Finally, terubat sket luka kat kepala otak ni tgk result. Pheww.. rasanya kalau aku buat elok sket sure result tu pon elok gak. Well then.. its over baby... Try to do better la next time. Short semester ni, aku tak plan lagi nak amik apa.. some said.. amik ni.. amik itu.. tp aku ja yg kurang yakin nak amik sabjek tu lagi...
Nutbook aku ni dah makin kaput nampaknya. Time to refresh everything inside. Aku kurang ariff lagik..all this time Abg Hadi ngan my friend ja yg tolong buat.
Well.. am not in good condition anyway. Have to go now.

Btw, lagu fav aku... Ada Apa dengan Mu.

Sudah maafkan aku segala salahku
Dan bila kau tetap bisu ungkapkan salahmu
Dan aku sifatku dan aku khilafku
Dan aku cintaku dan aku rinduku

Sudah lupakan semua segala berubah
Dan kita terlupa dan kita terluka
Dan aku sifatku dan aku khilafku
Dan aku cintaku dan aku rinduku

#Kutanya malam
Dapatkah kau lihatnya perbedaan
Yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa kau tlah berubah
Ada apa denganmu

Hanya bara
Dapat meleburkan segala rasa
Yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa kau tlah berubah
Ada apa denganmu
Dan aku sifatku dan aku khilafku
Dan aku cintaku dan aku rinduku

Ada apa dengan Mu?

2005-06-05T18:58:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to - Peter Pan- Ada Apa Dengan Mu?

Lalala... what da..!!! Lama sungguh aku tak post apa kat blog purple kaler nih! Well.. bit tied up with "life".. Notebook ada pun dok berusung KL-Melaka ja.. tp tak dan pon nak online internet. At the moment, aku dok guna pc bombastik abe aku. Walaweh.. sound system gempak.. tapi lagu2 yg ada dlm ni ja yg tak cukup gempak. Kurang collection lagu2.. mostly lagu XPDC and.. of course.. Peter Pengg!!!! (Gila lagu Ada Apa dengan Mu plaks) Skrang ni dia takdak, gi Indonesia panjat gunung krakaatoa...pheww... bukan krakatoa.. tp gunung apa ntah... so bleh la aku "mengeksplore" pc nih..
Well... banyak benda berlaku sepanjang aku tak apdate blog nih... antaranya.. last week, best cousin aku masa kecik2 dulu kawin. Meriah jugak la.. sbb last kenduri kawin buat kat rumah nenda aku nih, was my Pak Lan (my cousin too) which is sekarang ni anak dia pon dah 4 orang. During the ceremony, aku kena jadi maid of honour dia.. waalawaeehh.. segan tahap dewa tul, err... 1st time ler and will makee sure there will be no 2nd time!
Btw, tok PENGHULU, Fahroe dah bgtau pasal double/triple entry tuh.. tp gue takdak masa la nak ejas. Was thinking to change the skin again!! Hehe..tp skin yg ni nampak lovely sket! Terasa sayang plaks nak tukar..
Kat opis... keje makin +++, sampai ada sekali bos belanja dinner kat staff yg stay back. Was one of them..
Okey lah...update lagik later... (later tuh tah bila tahun ntah!!) dah maghrib... nak mandi... pehtu nak balik dahh!! ye haaa...

Habis xm dah

2005-05-08T02:52:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to Peter Pan - Mungkin Nanti

At the moment, aku baru ja abis xm. Lepas kumpul lepak dan having lunch dgn member2.. dok lepak library surfing japs. XM? Pheww.. boleh goreng lah.. sempat jugak aku buat final touch-up dlm erl masa on the way nak gi KL Sentral. Yg lelain pun...hehe.. korang scorer! Takpa...
Las Tuesday, masa lepak minum kat Pelita Nasi Kandar kat sebelah opis aku, terjumpa dgn salah sorang umat manusia yg mmg aku respek gila.. Pakcik Edi!! Lama tul tak jumpa org tua neh.Dulu selambak ja... skrang..dah kurus sket! Tak masuk utan Burma lagik kot.. tapi maintain teddy bearnya! Hehehe....
And last Friday, nenek saudara aku meninggal dunia. Well.. the worst thing, aku tak dpt balik. Yg lelain suma balik. Camana aku nak balik.. arini aku xm, so kena prepare sket, study pun baru halfway. And now... the prepare untuk next semester pulak..nak amik subject apa neh?

Film Festival on local newsp.

2005-04-25T22:41:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to VE-Pop Ye Ye

This week...minggu balik awal. Yeah..auditor ada kat opih. So seme policy yg meraban pun terpaksa diikut.Some of it... clean desk policy, lock pc when u're not around.. bla bla bla.. Meja aku mana bleh bersih.. kalo bersih maknanya aku takda keja la.. But tuday... sungguh2 la aku penat.Las nite kena migrain... tonite pon sakit kepala otak lagik!! Aduihh.. letih tui. Oopps.. baca sket kat bawah neh!!!

Festival Filem Mini pertama di Unitar

Oleh Rosniza Mohd Taha
PELAJAR kursus Kokurikulum Aprisiasi Filem Universiti Tun Abdul Razak (Unitar) menganjurkan Festival Filem Mini bertema ‘Mendidik Menerusi Filem’ di kampus induk Kelana Jaya, Selangor, baru-baru ini.
Festival yang julung kali diadakan di universiti swasta itu bertujuan mengetengahkan kepentingan filem sebagai ejen pengubah masyarakat dan memberi pendedahan kepada masyarakat kampus Unitar mengenai filem lama dan baru berkualiti yang berada di pasaran.Pemangku Presiden dan Ketua Eksekutif Unitar, Profesor Dr Syed Abdul Hamid Al Junid, berkata pelajar yang tergolong dalam masyarakat intelektual seharusnya mempunyai daya pemikiran yang kritis dalam segala bidang yang diceburi termasuk apabila menonton filem kerana di dalam setiap filem pasti ada mesej yang mahu disampaikan oleh penerbit filem terbabit. "Filem yang berkualiti adalah filem yang bukan saja menghiburkan penonton tetapi juga yang mempunyai mesej dan pengajaran yang amat berguna dan boleh dimanfaatkan dalam kehidupan seharian. Mesej dan pengajaran seperti ini mungkin tidak diajar di mana-mana universiti atau kolej di seluruh dunia," katanya. Antara aktiviti yang diadakan sepanjang Festival Filem Mini dua hari itu termasuk pameran filem, tayangan percuma filem yang diklasifikasikan sebagai filem berkualiti dan Forum Filem yang menampilkan ahli-ahli panel berwibawa seperti Yasmin Ahmad (Sepet), Afdlin Shauki (Buli) dan Hassan Muthalib (Silat Lagenda).Forum yang berlangsung kira-kira dua jam itu membicarakan mengenai arah tuju filem tempatan setelah kejayaan filem Sepet yang memenangi beberapa anugerah antarabangsa seperti The Cretail International of Women's Film France 2005. Forum itu juga turut mengupas isu sensitif seperti penapisan filem dan kelemahan filem tempatan. Turut hadir pada sesi forum itu ialah pelajar, pensyarah Unitar serta artis termasuk AC Mizal dan isterinya Amelia Rosnaida.Antara filem antarabangsa dan tempatan yang ditayangkan sepanjang dua hari festival itu berlangsung ialah The Duck Soup (1933), Shutter (2004), Seven Samurai (1954), The Pianist (2002), Nouvo Cinema Paradiso (1988), City of God (2002), Sepet (2005), Buli (2004), Neon (2004), dan Berlari Ke Langit (2004). Subjek Kokurikulum Aprisiasi Filem yang hanya mempunyai satu jam kredit ini baru diperkenalkan di Unitar pada Januari lalu bertujuan melahirkan graduan yang dapat menghargai seni perfileman tanah air dan antarabangsa.

Itu ini begitu begini

2005-04-22T03:26:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to Peter Pan - Mungkin Nanti

Am back! Since last aku online was the day before event Film Festival (13 April) till arinih baru la aku dpt check blog neh! Since last week, my day was so hectic! Was dem busy with work and my Film Festival. Tambah pula aku nak bercuti panjang, makin hectic sampai aku tak sempat nak print out tags untuk committee members. The only thing yg buat aku gelabah on morning of the event day! Giler.. pagi tu baru aku sempat buat. On the night before, preparing untuk event esp event books and list out balik how the event should goes! Tidur kul 3 pagi and 6 pagi dah kena bangun! Sungguh2 aku letih! To organise an event is not an easy tasks esp when ur event inviting those celebrities and artists.A week before event aku dah start bz, kat office keja makin bertambah, kena marah pun aku dah tak peduli, sbb dok terfikir tasks for the event. Lantak korang la, nak bising ka..nak apa... Few things aku dok kejar las week... report for Assignment E-Commerce, presentation, (aku termiss project development untuk E-Commerce, sorry lah Ezad, apa2 pon aku buat presentation untuk ko yek!!) carik birthday presents, celebrate birthday sendiri, preparation nak gi holiday kat KUching, and of course the main thing was UNITAR MINI FILM FESTIVAL!! Heheh...tp finally, semuanya berlalu juga akhirnya. The moment all the special guests balik, aku rasa nak menjerit ja... huh!! Selesaii!!! So, dah boleh fikir pasal holidei!
Pasal holidei, flight scheduled 10.30 pm tp delay till 11.30pm; bak kata adik angkat aku, Air A***, flight delay is a must! Dah macam rules! Hehe.. takpalah.. asalkan aku tak tertinggal flight! Sampai Kuching kul 1 lebih (dah lupa kul berapa..) and took a cab to Fahroe's house. The next day, lepas smayang Jumaat baru keluar meronda bandar Kuching. Such a big town tp personally yg menariknya ttg Kuching, still ada banyak lagi pokok2. Kurang2, bersih sket mata neh melihat kehijauan rather than kulapuk bangunan. Haha...Sabtu malam, were having barbeque! But i was not in the mood to eat. Bila ramai guest dah balik, aku pulak amik port kat tempat panggang, dok borak2 dgn budak2 kat situ. At least ada gak member nak berborak. Heh.. the best part was one of the boys was my ex schoolmate punya junior kat SDAR. WAh.. keciknya dunia nih. Sampai kat kuching nih bleh jumpa.On the day nak balik KL, terasa sedey plaks. Cepatnya dah nak kena balik KL, malas tul rasanya nak berkemas.. but... hef to!
Hampir aku terlupa, semalam (April 21) was sister's bday. Happy Birthday sis.. moga panjang umur murah rezeki and last but not least, cepat la kawin so that aku dpt anak buah reramai sket! Heaha..Setahun je lagi... umur dah tak ada pangkal 2...3 plaks! :D ... Hari ni.. 22 April.. birthday my Bro (Uda). Happy bday to u oso big bro!!
It's 3.30 am. I shall go to sleep now...update lagik later!!

Happy Birthday to ME!!!!

2005-04-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

Kek bezday ke 22 tahun! Hehe.. Celebrate ngan bapak lar.. last minit ja.. As las year, wishes tahun nih... still 3! Apa wish aku?Syy....!!!

Working on UNITAR Mini Film Festival!

2005-04-04T21:55:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to Revolvers-namun Ku Punya HAti

In just next few days, i'l be 22 years old. Cant hardly wait? Hehe.. Apa perasaan aku? Berdebar2? Panik? Muahaha.. Till now, takde apa2 perancangan lagi untuk that special day, lgpun hari jumaat, abis kuat pon aku ajak bapak gi tgk wayang. But next week, aku akan bercuti panjang lagi, konpem la cuti aku kena hold plak nanti.Was thinking to apply leave, lagipun on the same day, aku ada final discussion dgn lecturer and other committies regarding our Mini Film Festival Project! Final meeting untuk clarify seme nya. Mak oihh..kalau aku tak dpt pegi, need to write a report and wakilkan kat "anak buah". (Aku paling menci wat repot weh)Lagipun, on Sat, Chairman..Mr Fadz awal2 dah inform kat seme..

"...3. TJ, our cool protocol chairman will want us to make a rehearshal on the 9th of April (saturday), specifically to the ushers that they have appointed to bring in the guests, seating arrangement, program management, etc. ...."

Aisehmen..aku baru jer terfikir nak cancel buat rehearsel sbb aku yg cadangkan..so jawabnye aku la yg kena monitor during rehearsel tu nantih. Walawehh... takpek..takpek..ade contigency plan!
Okelah.. need to sambung keje balik. Now..working on new tag's design untuk film festival tu nantih. The existing design, just simple je. So, need to tacap a bit. Still working on event book.. pheww...Nanti update lagik..

2005-03-31T01:31:00.000+08:00

My Comot! Wendu ler plaks dgn Mot!! Iskk.. Mot dah berusia 2 bulan lebih! Dah ligat memain dgn Comel. Eleh Mot..pandang camtuh ingt seksi ler tuh...hehe..
Private Properties of TJ

Vibrate? Aku tak bermimpi rupanya...

2005-03-29T01:07:00.000+08:00

At about 12.30 tadi.. ingatkan badan aku yg vibrate. Rupanya tempat aku berpijak ni yg bergegar. Phewww.. tak tau lagi till bila dah off pc and ready to sleep..my sis call tanya. Kat Putrajaya sana i guess i lagi kuat kot till grill pintu bergegar kuat. Aku ingatkan aku bermimpi, as it happen selang few minit and..ahh.. badan aku yg vibrate kot! Tp.. seram sejuk kejaps bila kak long call bgtau and member kat Kelana Jaya pun cakap terasa vibrate.:D Dari dah ready nak tidur, terus aku masuk online internet balik carik info.

"A great earthquake occurred at 16:09:37 (UTC) on Monday, March 28, 2005. The magnitude 8.2 event has been located in NORTHERN SUMATRA, INDONESIA
205 km (125 miles) WNW of Sibolga, Sumatra, Indonesia
245 km (150 miles) SW of Medan, Sumatra, Indonesia
535 km (330 miles) WSW of KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia
1410 km (880 miles) NW of JAKARTA, Java, Indonesia"

Pheww... sah la aku tak bermimpi rupenyer!!!
Ni baru vibrate kecik jer... wonder la kalau vibrate kuat weh??

http://www.cnn.com/2005/WORLD/asiapcf/03/28/indonesia.quake/index.html
http://earthquake.usgs.gov/recenteqsww/Quakes/usweax.htm

2005-03-28T22:49:00.000+08:00

KLCC pada pukul 2 pagi!! Hehe...main inline skate bes nih..takdak orang!
Private Properties of TJ

Extremely tired but my eyes wont close..

2005-03-28T22:15:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Bon Jovi - Thank You For Loving Me

Bangun awal pagi arinih, kul 7.45 dah sampai opis. Ngantuks? Tak gak walaupun las nite aku tido kol 3 pagi. Tired but my eyes wont close...seksa nya kalau takleh tido.At the moment, quite bz at office and oso dgn kerja "skolah". Tgh dok list out the tasks and segala macam perkara yg pending. Still working on our Mini Film Festival which will be held on 13 til 14 April nantih. Walawehh..
Lagi beberapa ari je nak abih bulan March. Then April.. then.. i'll be 22 years old. Somekind of miracle to reach this age as i never tought it would happen! Well.. yes it is. Dah besar dah anak mak. Apa yg aku dah archive setakat nih? Hehe.. few things.. aku dah keje, bleh tanggung idup sendiri, merasa idup stadi sambil keje, bayar duit sewa umah sendiri, got new enpon, my notebook, collection baju, kasut, beg, books. Cuma collection boifren je yg tak cukup lagik! In fact tak penah cukup pun! Tu jerlah satu.. wakakak..
Las weeken, aku gi soping kat South City Plaza Sri Kembangan. Jauhnya soping.. yg syoknya... aku spent 50 bucks and dpt beg, jeans, and baju 3 helai. Unbeleiveable? Beleive it! Hehe
Tomorrow, might be going to office as early as this morning. Banyak kerja, pefeninfin kefepafalafapafa aku! Hopefully, boleh balik kul 5 sok.
For the past few days nih, hati ni rasa sayu ja.. awat weh.. ntahnya..Isk..takbeh nya. Then cepat ja aku nak melenting, this morning, hampir2 la sorang amoi sales nih nak kena marah ngan aku, tanya mende yg aku dah terangkan..terbakar sungguh!. hehe.. soli ler.. wa not in the mood lah.
Okeylah all.. winamp aku ni pakat main lagu sentimental ja nih..tak boleh tahan!!! Hev to go now..

Too many things!

2005-03-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Mariah Carey - When I Saw YOU

Larat pulak aku nak mencurahkan idea kat blog nih. Err.. bit tired today. Byk keje as usual, in fact arini lagi banyak. Well.. rasanya cepat benar mas berlalu, kijap je dah nak akhir bulan? Aku terlupa something. It's almost April! Yey.. project Mini Film Festival organised by student Appreciation on Film akan diadakan bulan 4 nantih. Tak sabar gue, las weeken, dah meeting. Finally, "anak buah" aku stok bleh pakai. Banyak plaks idea derang. And seme dah abis bincang, cuma nak kena follow up dgn they all balik. I gues, committee aku yang paling last kuar kelas! HEhe..
Las weekn, lepas kelas aku gi Kota Seriemas. Kota Seriemas? Phew.. bapak jauh giler kat hulu sepang sana. Err.. lalu gaks la tepi F1 circuit. Tgk jer lah dari tepi tuh.. panasss seyy!!!
lately, aku dok gila dgr lagu Utada Hikaru - First Luv dgn Kiroro-Mira E.

"Saigo no kisu wa ka ba ko no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai ka ori
Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Anata wa doko ni irun darou
Dare wo omotterun darou
You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka darekato mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love you taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love love songu
Atarashii uta utaeru ma-de
Tachidomaru jikan gaUgoki dasouto shiteru
Wasuretakunai kotobakari
Ashita no imagoro niwa
Watashi wa kitto naite iru
Anatawo omotterun darou
You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka darekato mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love you taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love love song
Now and forever ..."

No Idea at all

2005-03-13T23:23:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to George Benson - Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For U

The moment, dok mengadap notebook. Susun balik folder dlm notebook aku nih.Bersepah-sepahan, aku pun penin tgk. Kat desktop ja dah penuh dgn folder ngan files. Hehe..bosan plaks, aku online sekejap, check emails..as usual..check blog comel aku nih...and..tido la lepas tuh!
Esok..ahh..opismate aku bgtau, keja aku on las friday takdak sapa yg buat. Walauwehhh...mati gua esok. Email.. dah konpem la banyak gila.. jawabnya esok aku kena gi opis awal. Wonder kul berapa la balik.Takper..takper.. lagi sebulan aku cuti lagik!Am going for holiday in Sarawak!! Mummy dah bg permission, siap kirim lagik..wah..rileks la mummy dear, me balik nantih citer lagik..
Petang td, terkujat japs kat dlm dewan xm!Hehe..nape?Ohh..soalan xm senang! (Yeaa rite!!)Lepas xm bapak amik then gi soping kat C4 cheras, well.. what to eat tonite? Beli few things.. and..for dinner aku buat macaroni goreng cili.Dah lama nak makan benda ni tp takda masa aku nak masak.
Luckily petang tadi ujan sket..takdak lah panas sgt cuaca. In fact, malam ni ja dah few times ujan, sesikit ja.. drizzle la lebih kurang.
Oh yea..few days b4, aku dok gila transfer lagu dr hd Abg Hadi (Blues).Banyak gila wei..sakan org tua tuh simpan lagu, infact not only lagu ja..film trailer, kartun, short movi, video clip and yg paling best..ada byk video clip belly dance. Phew.. sib baik storage aku tak membenarkan aku amik seme..kalo tak..sure sakan! Dlm byk2 lagu..aku sker sgt kat lagu Utada Hikaru-First Love. Ada both version, Japan ngan English tp yg english nya bukan Utada Hikaru yg nyanyi. Jesse Zaragosa? Ntah..tak kenal pun. And also i got the video clip..:D.. Will be song of the month!!
Okey lah all..time to selip!! Oh yea..aku buat perubahan sket kat blog aku nih.As usual..it will takes few days.Baca tag html, tak ingat sgt ler..kena bukak kitab balik.
Update lagik lenkalik...

Loves Stages..What do u think?

2005-03-07T22:25:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Kenny G- The First Noel

Hey, terpikir gaks aku..kenape ek? Bila dah lama sgt, kebosanan pun melanda. Gitu ke? Dah tetiap ari jumpa, dah kenal baik buruk.. hati pun dah menyampah...yer? Dunno!! Frankly, i like ppl at the first 3 months we met. After 3 months? Oh God.. really miss the old one! I was once easily get bored with somebody. But that was long time ago.. now.. i tried to change the attitude..Well.. so far it seems to work out!

Esok, las day keje untuk minggu nih, after that, cuti til Sunday. Exam feverr!! Pray for me! Got C Programming on Fri and E-Komes on Sun. Sun? Best cousin aku bertunang kat Ipoh! Aramak.. nampaknye tak dpt la aku pegi nih..dgr dari kejauhan jer ler.. tak pon nati amik gambar bebanyak yer..so tak la aku kempunan nantih.

OKey ler..nak tido dah.Nite all...

The L Word:

6 weeks: I love U, I love U, I love U

6 months: Of course I love

6 years: GOD, if I didn't love U, then why the hell did I propose?

Back from Work:

6 weeks: Honey, I'm home

6 months: BACK!!

6 years: What did your mom cook for us today??

Gifts:

6 weeks: Honey, I really hope you liked the ring

6 months: I bought you a painting; it would fit the motif in the living Room

6 years: Here's the money. Buy yourself something

Phone Ringing:

6 weeks: Baby, somebody wants you on the phone

6 months: Here, for you

6 years: PHONE RINGING

Cooking:

6 weeks: I never knew food could taste so good!

6 months: What are we having for dinner tonight?

6 years: AGAIN!!!!

Apology:

6 weeks: Honey muffin, don't you worry, Ill never hold this against you

6 months: Watch out! Don't do it again

6 years: What's not to understand about what I just said??

New Dress:

6 weeks: Oh my God, you look like an angel in that dress

6 months: You bought a new dress again???

6 years: How much did THAT cost me?

Planning for Vacations:

6 weeks: How do 2 weeks in Vienna or anywhere you please sound??

6 months: What's so bad about going to Istanbul on a charter plane?

6 years: Travel? What's so bad about staying home???

TV:

6 weeks: Baby, what would you like us to watch tonight?

6 months: I like this movie

6 years: I'm going to watch ESPN, if you're not in the mood, go to Bed, I can stay up by myself !!

2005-03-03T22:36:00.000+08:00

Po-oh! Poohhh!!!! Haa..baru la ada teman tido!! Bertambah lagi la collection bantal aku! Hihihi.. penuh keliling bila tido..Thanks Fahroe for this little Po-oh!!! Yeye..

Private Properties of TJ

2005-03-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

Masa kemas, aku jumpa balik benda ni dlm purse. Baru teringat, setahun yg lepas aku letak benda ni kat dlm purse sbb dah nak reput sket. Alamak..sayang la pulak..kena gi polish balik nih..ganti tali..sure cantik! Got sentimental value nih...
Private Properties of TJ

Kembali...

2005-03-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

Listening to Bryan Adam - Please Forgive Me

Hi and hello evryone. Well.. lately jarang benar aku menatap blog budak pink aku nih. Takda menda dan kekeringan idea aku nak tulih apa. Sekering bumi KL nih dek sbb lama tak ujan.. rasanya lagi kontang idea aku. Hehe..kengkadang aku dok pikir gak, ape la benda yg bes aku nak cerita kat sini ye? Life? Work? Study? Current issues? Personal feelings? Friends? Wow... banyak tuh. Tp tak sanggup nak cerita semua! Aku bukannya pengulas yg baik..tak reti nak summary cerita, no wonder masa skolah dulu aku paling menyampah bila nak buat esei, tp aneh nya esei aku la yg the best! Kenyataan beb!! . Thats why all the time, aku banyak diam. No idea to talk..where to start, what to say, how to reply, even dlm kepala nih sarat dgn jawapan! Sediam-diam aku.. takla bodo2 ja aku diam.. aku observe cara org bercakap. Memerhatikan setiap butir perkataan yg dilontarkan, derang kelentong ka... derang tipu ka..i can get it from there.

Okeylah all..dah 5 minit aku berenti kat last para atas tuh... Dok pikir..apa lagi nak tulis ya? Hehe.. baik aku berenti kat sini... nak sambung baca buku plaks. Las nite, i had a nightmare.. terrible nite! Hopefully.. malam ni.. sweet dreams plaks! Tak lupe jugaks.. kengkawan yg baca blog aku, kalau aku ada tersalah kata, terkasar perbuatan, so sorry! Mintak ampun banyak2 ya.. HUarghh... malam ni, takdak nite greeting as a year ago! Really miss the old one!!

Nite all...

Still.. havent found what I'm looking for..

2005-02-22T00:32:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to U2- "I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For"

I have climbed highest mountain

I have run through the fields

Only to be with you Only to be with you

I have run I have crawled I have scaled these city walls

These city walls Only to be with you

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

I have kissed honey lips

Felt the healing in her fingertips It burned like fire

This burning desire I have spoke with the tongue of angels

I have held the hand of a devil It was warm in the night

I was cold as a stone But I still haven't found what

I'm looking for But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

I believe in the kingdom come

Then all the colors will bleed into one

Bleed into oneWell yes I'm still running

You broke the bonds and you

Loosed the chains Carried the cross

Of my shame Of my shame

You know I believed it

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for...

I still havent found what i'm looking for? Have u?

2005-02-21T22:13:00.000+08:00

My new kittens. Comel and Comot.. Comel yg kuning and Comot yg putih! So cute!
Nak nengok lagik? Gi kat tiadajawapan.fotopages.com
Private Property of TJ

Trip to Cherating

2005-02-16T00:24:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Ryan Cabrera - True

Yala...yala..aku apdate la nih. HEhe..kena sound sbb aku tak apdate blog. GEgege..hey..nak cerita apa nih? Okey...cuti panjang during chinese new year and Awal Muharram last week? Aku.. gi holiday kat Cherating. Gambling ja pergi without booking any chalet or hotel.Well, nasib baik ada lagi bilik kosong.Pagi Khamis pergi..sabtu petang baru aku balik. Ikut LPT (Lebuhraya Pantai Timur) 2 jam 1/2 ja dah sampai.. kalau speed sket.. 2 jam dah sampai. Uniknya LPT nih, tak pakai tiket transit like PLUS, guna smart kad ja. Khamis pg dr KL, at 12 sampai Cherating, carik bilik dulu. Sib baik ada..and on the 2nd day, check out from Cherating. Check in kat Sanubari Resort plaks. HUhhu.. nice place lar..dpt chalet betul2 depan laut.Murah pun murah..tmpat ni cam tersorok sket. Recommended la kalau ada sesapa nak berehat dan lari dari crowded.Nice place, and will be back on my birthday nantih.. hehe..hopefully.
Okeylah...aku ngantuks sakan nih.. dr nak baut keje skolah sket...end up mengapdate blog plaks!Hehe..
Jumpa lagik..

P/s: Nak nengok gambar trip aku ke Cherating arituh?? Meh gi sini.. rojak ja nih..

Missing

2005-02-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Ibnor Reza - Mimpi yg Tak Sudah

12.55am..
Masih tak tidur lagik
Sampai rumah 6.30 pm
Kemas bilik + mop lantai
Mandi
Smayang
Ngaji
On notebook
Godek2 C-Programming aku
Tak dapat gaks..asyik error ja weii...Settle yg nih, yg sana ada error
Suma aku dah declare..tp tak lepas gaks masuk NZ!
Online tenet
Jumpa kakak ipar
Online tutorial dgn kakak ipar
wah..dasat la ko kakak ipar.. habis seme error kena tebas..
Worait.. tp dah lewat sgt and ada few tak abih lagi
Set...kite date esok!!!
The moment- kepala serabut
Pikir apa?
void invalid(Hilang sorang, taknak hilang lagi sorang!)
printf("Invalid input.Program will now terminate\n\n");

I think i should go to bed now. Demam C sudah melanda...

Sometime u didnt realize something precious around you untill its gone!

2005-01-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to - Toni Braxton feat Kenny G - How Could an Angle Break my Heart?
"I wonder if she makes him smile.. The way he used to smile at me..I hope she doesnt make him laugh...Because his laugh belongs to Me.."

Yeah haa.. whats up everybody? Rasa dah lama tul aku tak mengapdate blog. Bit tied up and malas to stay infront of my pc after office hour. Tak larat dah mata makcik nih ngadap kempeter seharian kat opih!Tu la..dulu bapak soh jadi cikgu, taknak..
Raya haji baru ja berlalu las weekend. As usual, byk gaks la adik2 aku dpt daging korban.3 hari kenduri makan ja. This year, aku rasa kebanyakkan masjid buat majlis korban on sat, tak dan nak buat hari jumaat tuh.
Last weekend b4 raya, i went to MRCS Ampang with my bapak, then petang baru menyusul sorang lagi. Since kul 10 pagi till 7, dok sorting baju..banyak banyak banyak dan banyak sungguh baju yg donated oleh rakyat mesia nih ye! Aku dok sort...eh..ada lagi..sort..ada lagi..Tp sungguh2 la pemurah rakyat mesia ni, ada gaks baju2 yg quite baru jugakla esp t-shirt.
Las Thurs, dengan rasminya team aku berpindah balik ke sarang kat lvl 17. Phew.. taktaula kenapa bofodofo sungguh coordinator yg arrange semua nih. Ada ka patut dia suruh we all ladies pindah barang2 sendiri. Dah report kat bos, baru ler terhegeh2 nak carik budak. Tu pun tak seme yg tolong, tu pasal la aku gerak balik kg quite lambat. And unfortunately, hari nih... dgn barang2 yg masih bersepah sepahan lagi..dgn printer dan pc yg tak setup lagi..terus aku jadi moody. hehe..tp moody aku tak kacau org beb!Banyak sgt kerja..yeaaa... rite..thats y u get paid!(Fav quote member aku)
Jusz got myself new cd player.. hehe..so time being.. aku dok gila dgr lagu Kenny G. Anything on Kenny G. Tgh dok collect kenny G nyer lagu, then burn dlm cd.Baru beli cd Kenny G but the pirated one lah.. thinking to buy the ori..err..tunggu gaji kuar! Hehe..
Okey ppl.. i got to get some rest now. Pretty tired at the moment, sambil taip blog..sambil layan sms. Puas la perah idea nak tulih apa. Nite .. ..

Ready To Fly.

2005-01-13T23:46:00.000+08:00

"I've been trying to open the door
To the secret of my destiny
And every new road
I think is the one
Seems to lead right back to me
I've looked for a way to be wiser
A way to be strong Now I see the answer was hiding
In me all along
And I'm ready to fly
Over the sun Like a rocket to heaven
And I'm ready to soar Right through the sky
Never dreamed I'd find something to lift me so high
I've always had wings But I wasn't ready to fly
Restless, hopeless, and misunderstood
Like so many others I know
So busy tryin' to keep holdin' on
When I should've been letting go
I was given the gift to find it
The spirit inside me
But I never really imagined All I could be
And I'm ready to fly Over the sunLike a rocket to heaven
And I'm ready to soar
Right through the sky
Never dreamed I'd find something to lift me so high
I've always had wings But I wasn't ready to fly
The answer to all of my wonder
Was right in my hands
Now it's time for me to discover
All that I am
And I'm ready to fly
Over the sun Like a rocket to heaven
And I'm ready to soar Right through the sky
Never dreamed I'd find something to lift me so high
I've always had wings But I wasn't ready to fly
I've always had wings Now I'm finally ready to fly....."

Happy New Year, Gewd bye 2004..God..i missed the bus!

2005-01-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to Kenny G - Forever in Love

Hey... Happy NEw Year seme.. good bye 2004 and welcome to 2005. As usual.. soalan famous yg aku dapat, apa azam baru? Azam baru aku? Erm..as usual.. macam tahun lepas, nak habiskan study. Hehe..2 yrs remaining! Lelain? Ada..cuma Dia, aku dan Dia ja yg tau! Syyy....New year eve.. aku kat Desa View, my friend buat small kenduri sempena masuk rumah baru. Pot luck style..me and my sis bawak Mee Turkish. Hey...
nice view la kat sini.. Can see the whole Kl esp Golden Triangle of KL..And during 12 midnite..ada la jugak munger api..sana sikit..sini sejemput..tak semeriah 31 Aug! Okey.. since 26 Dec.. tak putus aku dpt email ttg tsunami disaster yg maha dasat! Goshh... So terrible..Till got few pulau yg almost wiped out! And peta dunia juga akan berubah? I was watching M3 las nite, they showed pictures of Banda Acheh taken before and after the tsunami through the satellite. Daripada tepian pantai yg dipenuhi pokok...turned to sawah yg baru habis dituai padinya..Daripada deretan rumah dan bangunan yg dulunya teguh berdiri... habis runtuh. Wonder lah macam mana kalau berlaku kat KL nih?? THink! Think!!
Anyway... congrats to my friend, Mr Charming Digi.. Baru ja dpt baby girl las nite.. named Amani. So, dah jadi "Daddy" nih.. takleh la nakal-nakal lagi yer... Dah bertambah lagi satu tanggungan, rerajin lah bekerja.... Congrats lagi sekali... Jgn lupa email me the cute litta baby nya gambaq.
Think... should stop here.. so sleepy...Nite all.. ermm.....zzzzZzzz...

Somebody save me

2004-12-27T13:25:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Remy Zero - Save ME!

Hey... am here again. Nothing to say actually although dah few days gak tak apdate blog.Aktiviti menarik sepanjang minggu lepas? Pegi keje..balik keje..pi keje..balik keje.. as usual, rite?
(Today, sungguh aku tadak mood. My mind keep on thinking...think!! Think!!Think!! Thinking of what?EEEEEEEeeeeeeeee...Somebody please help me!!!) <--dont bother my words!just my own feelings btw.
Just got myself new contact lenses. Biomedics lagik.. Finally.. satu kotak for 3 months, quite mahal brand nih. Recommended by docs! (Katanyalah..)
Weekend..aktiviti lepaking layan remote tv? Yeah.. what else..sepatutnya aku balik kg las Friday, tp my Antie nak balik awal, and i hev to take a bus la jawabnya. To get a ticket, satu hal.. nak ke Pudu pun satu hal.Erm...Next year la balik. Terasa susah plaks kalau tadak lesen neh eh? Kalau ada.. amik je keta kat my sis and...dah sampai! Yeah...rite! Las weekend gaks, my fren went for vacation kat Cameron Highland. Telan air liur la..taim year end nih, suma dok cuti ja. Bila las aku gi Cameron aa?? When i was in Standard 6 i guess.Lama tuh..nvm.next year..apa nak jadi.. i must go for holidei!!Must go!! Perhentian (hopefully)
Nex year, we are meving down to lvl 17. Haii..tak dpt la nak skodeng KL from up here lagi. Surely bosan as i cant have bigger space for all my docs.
This morning, had my breakfast dgn bapak. So lunch hour ni, dok lepak kat tepi tingkap lagi.

Eii...sungguhh aku kekeringan idea nak tulih apa lagi nih...
Bye aa

Budak kecik ni demam lagi

2004-12-21T19:30:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Pink - Family Potrait

Hey.. am bak. The moment aku kat opis lagik. Lepas "cuti panjang".. keje pon panjang menjela la.. Luckily around 6 yg urgent aku settlekan..abis.
Err... budak kecik? Hehe..kecik sgt ke aku nih? Just ikut theme blog jer..hehe
Smalam..aku mc, demam balik. Quite shock jugaklah.. rasanya aku baru je demam selsema last 3 weeks. Nih kena lagik? Since sabtu malam, dah mula la berair2 hidung nih.. aaa..sudah. An that nite aku gi tgk The Incredible (bess oo citer nih..). Midnite show. Berembun lagi.. balik..dah makan panadol, esoknya..after lunch..demam balik. Eh eh... demam ni, sukanya dgn aku ya. Gi la main jejauh.. On off plaks. Demam + Selsema and sore throat. Seksa gaks la idup. Petang Ahad bapak bawk gi klink kat Pandan Jaya.. heh..dpt mc. Siap borak dgn doc tuh lagi, pasal rugby la.. hehe..dia nampak aku pakai baju rugby. Wah..since during that time, aku je patient yg ada. So layan jerlah..
Monday..the whole day lepak kat rumah...
Thanks a lot pak sbb jaga me when i got fever.. :D Camnih la bapak yg mithali...bukan nya bapak yg dikesali! Huhuhu....
Okeyla all..got few things nak kena settlekan. Ngantuks + penin kepala plaks la nih. Duh...
C ya.

The way to love anything is to realize it might be lost.

2004-12-15T20:58:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Sun Yun Zi - Yujian

Hey...harini aku dok layan lagu kat atas tu dari pg tadi..Song of the month! Am using it as a background musiz for this blog. Tak caye? Gi on speaker korang. Once my office mate tanya, wahh..u pon layan chinese song leh? Hehe.. aku..asalkan sedap didengar telinga, on aje beb.
Esok...last keje untuk minggu nih, lusa aku cuti!! Jumaat, time to study lar. I'll be in Kelana Jaya this Sat, rindu la nak jumpa member2 yg lain.. esp bebudak Princ. Accounting la.. and..:D huhu..
At the moment, still kat opis lagi all alone. Yg lelain seme dah cabut. Kinda bz jugak minggu nih, not only thiz week je, but since aku masuk team "Collect S*it Uni*" nih. Gelaran untuk team nih. Sbb? Yala..seme benda sampai kat sini..yg tak sepatutnya laks tuh..Main belasah je fwd ke sini. Quite pressure jugakla..tak setimpal dgn habuan. Nyesal? aku? Tak lagi.. at least aku belajar benda baru..sekarang musim kutip pengalaman. Dah ketentuan hala tuju hidup aku akan jadi macam nih..else..teruskan saja..Juz that, terasa rugi sgt sbb aku tarak dip, otherwise..pheww.. ctBeng la future aku. Hehe..oklah..bosan citer pasal keje..
Okeylah, dah lewat benar, perut pun dah berzapin sakan nih. Think have to make my move now..
Nite all...

Happy Birthday, Mom.

2004-12-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Kenny G - Songbird

Hey! Its monday again. Hate Mondays! Yesterday, harijadi Mummy. Happy Birthday Mom. Aku tak tau nak bg apa. Juz call and wish her. Nanti balik baru buat small kenduri kot.
Weekend yg lepas, Ahad aku gi PC Fair, was thinking to buy things. Tp, ramai sungguh manusia, langsung terbatal hajat nak beli. Nvm lah..Lowyat Plaza or Imbi ada..Juz that mahal sket dr rega pc fair. Got this notebook nyer backpack which is the actual price is less RM1 to reach RM200, tp that day tanya kat pc fair, RM160 ja. Err..ikut ati mau ja aku sambar satu.Tp aku dah allocate untuk menda lain da..takperklah. Next time ada rezeki jumpa duit jatuh dr langit..beli ler satu!
Well..taktaulah kenapa, angin kuat sgt malam nih. Nak kata nak ujan, langit cerah, tp terbang jugaklah curtain kat bilik nih. Melayang2..Nak kiamat kot? Hehe...
Am so happy tonite. Finally, dpt gaks aku collection surah2 Al-Quran dlm format mp3. Been looking for it for quite sometime,tp yg aku jumpa juz Surah Yaasin ja, slalu kalau nak dgr, juz tune to Ikim.fm, around midnite, sure ada. Thanks to Abedib sudi kongsi collection. Pakai iPod lagik, dasat org tua nih, lagi maju dari kita yg muda2. Kalau Ayahanda aku camnih kan bes, phew...
Thiz weekend, got final exam sey..sib baik aku dah makin "rajin" selak notes. Nge.. kena brainwash..baru nak ngaji, kalau tak.. esok nak exam..harini baru nak mengadap! Okey ppl..aku nak stop dulu.. mau tido. Eh.. nak membaca sat..Nite all..

The little girl

2004-12-11T01:33:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Elton John - Candle in the Wind

Yesterday, when i was on my way to KL Sentral, i saw a man wearing slack and light blue shirt holding his daughter kat panel manual drive Putra LRT. Seronok pulak tgk mamat ni layan anak dia, kewl je..si kecil tu pulak siap pakai topi, mulut bising..dok tanya bapak dia itu ini.... dam comel jugaklah. I was sitting during that time. Then was thinking.. ada jugak masa dia nak bawak anak berjalan naik lrt nih tambahan pula during peak hour. Seems like dia bawak anak pegi opis je..? Hehe.. biarkanlah. Juz that..sronok tgk adegan young daddy layan his little daughter yg banyak tanya!
Hari ni..as usual aku balik lewat lagik. Around 8 smthing..aku gi KLCC.. ingat nak makan, was really lapar. Tp bila dah sorang2..tak reti pulak aku nak makan apa. Lgpun tadak yg menarik.. perut tgh sakit. Then..merayap2 tgk baju.Before that..aku gi Kinokuniya carik buku. Dah jumpa buku yg dihajati..rege pulak berdentum. Mak aih..baik aku gi carik buku 2nd hand. Then merayap lagik.. Wah...ada sale kat Isetan..kat mana2 pun actually. Was thinking to buy jeans, tp tadak size pulak. Ei tensen otak tul aku ni kalau nak beli seluar. Kalau tak senteng..sure besar..kalau tak besar gedabak.. kecik pulak. On the way balik,sempat la aku grab pretzel Auntie anne. Dah lepas makan nasi kat rumah ni baru aku perasan..sib baik aku teringat..kalau tak masuk dustbin la jawapnya esok.
Tomoro...aku on duty. Kena datang opis. Aiseh...malaas. Tp keje byk. Might be late la kot. Kol 10 ka..slamber katak lah. Lgpun bukan aku buat apa pon if balik awak. Tomoro nite ada open house rumah member kat Subang. Eh..Subang or Shah Alam aa? Ntah..aku lupa la..org bawak..aku ikut jelah. Tu pun kalau mood nak pegi.
Rasanya rajin pulak aku apdate blog minggu nih ek. Hehe..okeylah. Mata ngantuks dah..

Dugaan

2004-12-09T01:11:00.000+08:00

Rasanya hari ni adalah hari paling malam dlm tahun 2004 nih. Aa...aku buat silap sket kat opis. Aiseh.. tarak la aku kena blame directly..tp as mail cc to bos.. mental torture la untuk aku. Tak senang duduk karang..dah le seme dok bz dgn Audit period. (rasanya auditor nih nyusahkanlah..semak jek) During this auditing period..ramai opiser tanak stay..seme kecut takut kena temuramah dgn auditor. Heh..sudahnya..aku pun takleh nak stay.. banyak giler keje aku pending. Esok pepagi aku kena datang opis.Ei..tak bersemangat tul. Taim2 camnihla baru terasa kan bes kalau ada boipren, bleh gaks la ngadu. Sudahnya.. menarilah jari2 nih mengadu nasib kat blog cabuk nih. Nasib badan..tu la ko TJ..ada boipren ko tinggalkan. Baru la padan muka!
Okeyy...cut the crap.
AKu nak gi tidur...Nite al.

Demam blog?

2004-12-08T01:28:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to- Yujian (Chinese Song) sapantah amoi yg nyanyi
Orait! Amacam? Skin baru? hehe.. dah tarek keje la pempuan nih. Just edit yg basic je.. later...might be changing to another skins. Tgk ler..bosan ler dok guna skin yg sama. And for this skin..aku letak background muzik...lagu? err.. Yujian tuh. Dah lama aku dok carik lagu ni tapi tak tau nama penyanyi.End up tadi aku jumpa tajuk lagu jek. Dpt source midi...link kan saje kat sini! Hehe..now aku dok gila dgr lagu tuh. Okey...Well... hows my day? Terrible! Ari ni aku terasa amat2 la letih. Dunno why.. keje banyak as usual.. bertimbun as usual. Fenin makcik. Sefenin-fenin makcik...still aku rasa sronok nak keje kat ctbeng nih lagik. Dunno why.. bebudak team aku semenya dok carik keja lain..katanya pressure.Mana taknya, dok kena kejar dgn sales, some more..kes pulak bertimbun tp yg buat cuma 2 kerat je! Lunch hour tadik...merasa jugak aku nak makan sizzling. Since puasa lagi aku nak sgt makan. Tapi tak sesedap sizzling kat KLCC. Unfortunately kat klcc tuh ntah pehal la..tutup for renovation works. Okey ppl..dah dekat kul 1 dah nih. Mak aihhh...aku rasa baru je online nih. Kencang je waktu berlalu. Nite all..

Quote of the Day
It only takes a minute to get a crush on someone an hour to like someone a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone

Masih hidup lagi..

2004-12-06T23:40:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Kitaro - Heaven and Earth (Orchestra)

Am back! Rasa dah lama tul aku tak apdate blog. Was quite bz for the past few weeks. Till balik kg during weekend pun aku tak selera nak online. Slalunya midnite lah waktu aku nak beronline nih, kang buat siang2 hari..susah pulak org nak call..line asek engange je.
To date..selseme aku still tak kebah lagik.Ahh...tensen sey.. since 25 Nov..on 26..aku dapat MC. So.. lepak kat rumah.. tido till petang. Hey...masa aku mc tu..sempat ler aku lepak kat Stabak KLCC sekejap during tengahari, layan wireless internet. Definitely FREE! Sebelum aku pegi lepak situ, dok tanya kat Abg Hadi as dia mmg pantang benda free mmg jadi tmpat bertapa lah, rasanya.. dia pon naik boring nak tanya soalan aku till last sms aku antar dia tak reply. Hehe.. Well.. aku rasa worth it lah lepak Stabak untuk guna internet xsnya, rather than guna Airzed or Hotspok TmNut.
Last weekend.. ayah aku buat open house kat kg. Fuh...awal pagi lagi dah start buat keje..kemas etc.. menunya.. Mee turkish, bihun soto, rendang, ketupat as usual, and lontong. Ramai jugak yg datang.. esp kengkawan Uda, bebudak KUTKM. Heh..cukup satu bas. And i was really..really penat sey,yalah..dok kemas itu ini.....Till esoknya kul 10 lebih baru terbangun.
Thiz weekend..ada PC fair kat pwtc. Might be going might be not? Hehe not sure lah. Got few things to buy. Dah ada dalam listing...tp still dok argue with myself..to buy or not? Uda just got new pc for himself. Spec power jugaklah.. jeles gaks aku weh. Aku nak dpt si notebook Asus ni pon tunggu duit loan.. dia dpt..senang2 je mintak kat Baginda Tuanku Sultan mElaka!
Okey ppl... at the moment aku kat rumah. Just got fixed line kat rumah ni, so lepas ni tadak lah korang nampak aku bersidai kat Stabak ka..San Frans ka.. or Strudels ka. Unless la terasa nak cuci mata..bleh ler! :D.. And now..mata dah berat ler.Dok dgr lagu tanpa muzik..tandanya lullaby aku dah mula and i should go to sleep now!..nite all..

Quote of the Day
"A gun can kill, fire can burn, wind can chil n da mind can learn, anger can rage till it tears u apart but the power of ur smile can heal a frozen heart..."

Raya sakan for the entire day

2004-11-21T01:11:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to The Corrs - I Never Really Loved You Anyway

Huh... at the moment baru jerk lepas mandi. Baru balik dari raya sakan. Since kul 10 pagi tadi keluar rumah, 11.45 malam baru jejak rumah balik. Fuh.. damn tired, kepala pun sakit giler nih. 8 rumah kitaorang pegi ketuk hari nih. Termasuk satu rumah org kawin. My sis and my dad berganti2 drive. Sib baik la aku tarak lesen lagi, kalau tak sure aku pun kena jadi supir gaks. Hehe..
Esok...dah nak balik KL. Mak oii.. cepat nya masa berlalu. Rasa baru 3 hari lepas aku balik beraya kat kg. Isnin dah mula keja, nih lagi satu hal. Konpem bertimbun2 case kat atas meja aku. Balik KL ni, banyak menda nak kena settlekan. Oh gosh.. tgh dok buat listing lagik.
Okey ppl...kepala aku sakit nak mampos nih. Tinggal tak mampos2 lagik nih. Jumpe lagik la esok2. Ehh..aku rasa posting aku makin hari makin pendek ek? Hehe.... seme personal aku letak kat blog lain. okeylah..gotta go now. ZzzzzZzzzZZzz.....

Serabai...

2004-11-18T03:42:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Kenny G - I've Been Missin U

Hey... blog under cons seh! Ngee...apa dah jadi dgn blog aku nih. Haha..lepas satu2 skin aku terai. Seme nampak cun tp tak decoration tak berapa strategik. Edit sana..sini pulak yg tak kena.Esp for tag-bog aku, almost all skins guna box, tak sesuai aku rasa sbb kena scroll up and down.Err..satu hari satu skins? Amacam? Larat ke aku nak edit?Pakai scheduler? Hehe.. Ermm...fenin!Mata pulak kena fokus..carik tag html. Sampai ada ketikanya aku bukak spek dan rub mata nih few times.
Orait..kejap je dah hari ke 5 bulan Syawal. Guess what? Ingatkan dah meningkat "dewase" nih..tak dpt ler duit raya.. tp las nite Kak Ngah datang beraya.. wahh.. dia bg aku duit layer seh!! Haha...tergelak sakan aku bila dia hulur. Pakse soh amik. Errr...ermm..amik jer lahh.. Ade jugak collection. Ngeeee.....
Okey ppl.. aku nak gi tido dulu..huarghHHHHHHHhhhhhhhh

Tragedi Malam Raya

2004-11-15T16:53:00.000+08:00

Currenly listening to Celine Dion - When the Wrong one Luv u Right

Gothca! Heh.. kejap je dah 2 hari raya. 2nd day of raya.. aku lepak kat rumah the whole day. Semalam dah sakan pergi beraya rumah pakcik makcik. As usual, every year we all berkonvoi bila gi beraya. 7 keta semuanya utk tahun ni. Happening la..sekali serbu..panik tuan rumah.
This year aku balik lewat sket, Jumaat malam baru bertolak dr KL. Luckily jalan tak jem as expected. Cousin aku yg bertolak earlier than us, sangkut kat Seremban. Berbuka la dlm jem. Sampai kg, gi rumah Nenda dulu. Perghh...semua suku sakat dah balik. Meriah sungguh.Family besar..mana taknya. Buat kenduri pun takyah panggil org luar...terasa sungguh nak beraya.
A day before raya, pepagi lagi dah bizi buat keje. Bit tired gak la. And during malam raya...we all berbuka ramai2 kat rumah Nenda. Lepas je semayang maghrib... semua serbu nak gi main mercun. Dey.. bingit jugak lah telinga. thunderclap, thunderking, bom, lalat.. bla bla bla.. roket pun ada. Ade pulak tukang sponsornya. Satu kotak habis mercun untuk that nite. Dah macam tradisi pulak derang ni.. berlawan2.. satu kampung riuh.
Lepas Isyak, as usual.. during malam raya we all sefamily bertakbir kat rumah dan bermaafan. Tragedi malam raya? Haa.. except las year je yg tak buat macam tuh. Got horror stori during malam raya tahun lepas. Adik aku eksiden kereta. Lepas berbuka.. on the way nak balik rumah, keta terbalik, juz nearby dgn tmpat dia eksiden dgn arwah kezen aku. Kecut peyut bila dpt call dia eksiden. Sib baik dia tak apa2. Cuma luka2 je. Tp Nenda la bisingm.Keta? Almost fully damaged lah jugak. Betul2 malam raya. Kot terjadi anything.. fuh...So tahun ni, ayah aku dah warning, lepas berbuka jgn nak merayap. Gi masjid dan bertakbir. Tahun ni jugak aku tgk adik aku ni dok rumah je.
Raya tahun ni, aku takdek baju raya. So pakaila baju kurung yg ada. Hehe.. kisahnya..aku terlupa nak hantar kain kat tailor. A week b4 raya baru aku perasan kain yg sepatutnya buat baju tu aku tak hantar lagi. Ermm.. takpala..lgpun adik beradik yg lain pun takde baju baru. Masing2 malas nak buat. Sbb nanti tak berpakai. Pakai pun just during hari raya.
Orait ppl.. nak berundur dulu. B4 that.. Selamat Ari raya to All kengkawans sekalian. Maaf zahir batin orait! Cerita lama dah lama berkubur...bukak buku baru dah. See yaaa..

Siape kah mereka itu?

2004-11-07T01:44:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to Sudirman - Dari Jauh Ku pohon Maaf!

Orait.. ade peliks sket ek? Sape kah gerangannye manusia dlm gambar kat bawah tuh? Well..yg 1st is Syah and 2nd is.. err.. (aku luperla nama betul ko weh)..aku panggey Ezad je. Sbb? Muka cam Ezad exist. Tinggal takdek org tahan tgh jalan nak mintak autograp je! HUhuu..jgn marah ye Ezad. Aku memain je. Anyway thanks a lot teman kan aku weh. Ada byk lagi gambaq.. tp aku apload kat tempat lain. Nanti aku kasik link yer..Lagi satu hal..as aku expected, kakak aku hangin jek bila aku tunjuk menatang tuh kat dia weh! Hehe..first come first serve beb!
The moment..aku dok stadi software baru tuh. Woopps.. guess what? Pc aku ada virus masa aku dok transfer data. Haha.. kelam kabut sekejap. Tp dah okey dah kot. Kot? Takper..kalau rosak beli lain! :D
Esok...will be the biziest day sebelum raya. Going to have kenduri berbuka kat sini. So..pagi2 lagi nak settle semua. Ermm..for the past 2 days..aku rasa nak demam jek nih. Aiseh..hopefully aku sihat walafiat la sampai raya nantih. Next week cuti seminggu. Tapi cuti pun tak apply lagi nih.
Hari ni pergi shopping lagi. Soping memanjang je aku nih. Melaka pun jem, dah la kepala aku sakit. Dgn jem lagik...sib baik la aku penumpang sahaje!
Okeylah kengkawan.. aku nak off kat sini. Nak tulih kad raye! Kepala pun dah stall sket nih. Jumpe lagik!

2004-11-07T00:53:00.000+08:00

PErghh...glemer giler gambar masuk dlm blog aku! Ecehh..
Private Properties of TJ

2004-11-07T00:51:00.000+08:00

Ehhh...macam Ezad Exist ler..wakaka..
Private Properties of TJ

After sometimes..

2004-11-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to MLTR - 25 Menet!

Location: Home of Desire...Putrajaya

Arinih aku berbuka kat rumah makcik aku kat Putrajaya nih. Kali ke 4 merasa makan nasi berlauk yg dimasak kat rumah dalam bulan posa nih! Mana taknya, almost sepanjang bulan posa aku dok makan lauk kedai.. or dlm erti kata lain, yg beli kat kedai. Kinda bored gaks la.. nak masak.. sungguh2 tak berkesempatan. Balik dah malam.. paling rajin aku goreng nuggets, drumstik or any fas food kat rumah tuh.
Guess what? Hari ni aku cuti!!!! Yeahh.. ikut mummy gi shopping kat Jalan Tar. Patutnya beli baju untuk aku gaks... tp tak berkesempatan sbb ramai sgt orang, nak pilih pun tak selere..dah la kepala rasa nak pecah.. Heran tui.. time org keje pun..ramai gaks org. Parking pun penuh. Mummy borong sakan kat Sogo.. ada sale beb! Blanket, cadar, comforter, bantal.. mak aihh.. penuh keta!
Hey.. meh tolong aku pilih perfume.. kat both hands aku ada 4 jenis perfume aku dok sembur. Tommy Girl? Miracle-Lancome? EL-Pleasure? or Hugo for Woman? Sker sgt kat Miracle-Lancome, bau lembut sey.. tp.. dok gaduh ngan kakak aku sbb dia dah amik yg tuh. Soh aku amik yg lain. Aaaa.. penin nih!
Now.. aku dok buat list untuk barang yg aku nak beli. Few electronic stuff, baju, kasut and etc. Haha... since las month.. aku dok soping sakan. Thinking to buy something kat Lowyat. Ahh.. bila aku nak gi nih..
Okeylah..aku nak gi mandi.. penin bau 4 jenis perfume kat badan nih.. ciow...

Xm Fever again!

2004-10-30T13:45:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Amr Diab - Sadakny Khalas

Orait! At the moment, aku baru jer abis midterm xm. Alhamdulillah.. selamat! Soalan spt yg aku target. Cuma kekurangan masa dan waktu jek! Hangin tui lah.. yg syok nyer..aku siap buat karangan lagi. Haha.. yalah.. dah suruh briefly explain.. aku lenjan la esei 360 patah perkataan.
Takdak yg menarik for the past few days.. Khamis n Jumaat aku cuti. Dok bertapa kat rumah.. stadi untuk midterm. Isnin nanti...sure kena stayback lagik..keje aku kat opis takdek sapa yg buat. Jawabnya... pending la till aku balik. Uhh...sure banyak giler.
Las nite my sis bg link fotopages anak Abg Fuaad. Deyy... comel giler anak dia. Dgn rambut curly ala megi. Wahh.. dari lahir sampai skrang aku tak pernah jumpa, just jumpa Abg Fuaad dgn Kak Baby je. oooppss... ni gambar Avi. Yeah.. nama dia Avicenna. Amacam..comel tak?

Terawih..

2004-10-24T01:14:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Kenny G & Yanni - Miracles

Orait.. dah hari ke 9 kita berpuasa. Mak oih..kejap je. Hari ni berbuka kat kg, sayangnya lagi 3 org adik beradik aku tak balik. Erm..takperlah.. 3 tak balik..yg lain ada still meriah rite. Well.. hari dpt jugakla aku gi smayang Terawih, siap ada sivik Ramadhan lagik. Aa...lebih kurang cam ceramah lah. Slalunya Ayahanda yg imamkan smayang... tp arinih Ustaz yg bg ceramah tuh yg lead smayang terawih. Mak aihh...laju giler. Express.. yg muda2 boleh la tahan.. tp yg senior citizen? Sian aku tgk makcik2 nieh.. Bila lagi la dpt jejak masjid smayang terawih lagi aa?? Kat KL, langsung tarak masa nak buat. Balik dr ofis, quite late.
Neway.. masuk sket kat sini... budak tembam nak pindah balik semenanjung. Very soon?Hah... Abisla penuh semenanjung.. hehe..pindah ke jb balik? Madrasah? wah..boleh la jumpa budak tembam nih.. huhuhu jgn marah ye budak tembam..tu ler.. ko makan apa aaa sampai tembam camnih....kan dah kena sakat!
UHhh....ngantuks.. okeyla..esok pepagi nak kena bangun.. sahur + stay up + tidur + stay up + tidur..+berbuka. ngee...

Kill the Sincerity

2004-10-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to Kenny G-Songbird

At the moment aku tgh dok lepak kat tepi tingkap opis aku Level 42 nih. Jam menunjukkan tepat kul 6.30 mlm. Berbuka air kosong jerk kot. Malas nak turun tapau kat bawah nuh.. Since pindah naik atas nih, aku mesti luaangkan masa 15-20 minit dok termenung tepi tingkap nih. Exspecially time peak hour lah.. kul 6++. Sronot tgk jalan jem.. haha.. dari atas nih nampak cam keta mainan je. Ikut sabjek Data Communication kat skolah.. keta2 tuh ibarat data yg bergerak.. tp kesian user tuh sbb data2 tuh congested seh! Kat jalan ampang...persimpangan jalan tun razak.. jem sana sini. Hancur pc! Heehee..All the way dari persimpangan klcc tuh.. til depan opis aku nih...jem memanjang! KL nih dah terlalu penuh dgn manusia + keta. Tu yg atas jalan.. yg kat parking lot tak kira lagik!
Arinih sampai opih lambat lagik. Belasah jek.. keje makin ++. Fenin tak fenin.. tp seronok sket. Lupa sekejap kat dunia luar. Dok lepak tepi tingkap.. layan kepala bengong aku nih. Sekejap jer... pehtu kena sambung buat keje. Keje semalam tak abih lagik.. suppose kena stay semalam..tp..sharp kul 5 aku dah angkat beg, dah janji nak jumpa member! Hehe.. member demam beb. Gi jumpa sekejap. Kesian..

Part yg nih aku layan masa on the way balik rumah..dlm lrt.
Balik lewats lagik arinih! Suma dah blah.. tinggal aku kena kunci pintu. Ingatkan nak pergi merayap kat klcc sekejap. Hadiah untuk member aku tak beli lagik. Nak beli aper nih eh? Apa yg sesuay? Mug? Baju? pensel? cam bebudak pulak. err.. Kasik la teddy bear sekor kot. Since dah kul 9 lebih...tak larat la makcik. Esok lusa lah..

And at the moment.. aku kat cc Medan Idaman nih. Dah lama bai gue tak datang sini.. hehe.. dulu masa opis Abg Hadi kat sini, selalu gaks ler bersidai. Kat opis dia lah.. Datang sini...aku sker gi kedai pets. Banyak tul kedai hewan peliharaan, giler tgk all the stuff esp for cats lah. Ngee... peminat kucing.. apa2 yg berkaitan kucing mmg aku gila. But now dah malam.. kedai dah tutup!!
err... menum+lepak taim! moh...restoren haji tapah!

Alam-Anda @ Alamanda...!!

2004-10-17T01:29:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to Avril Lavigne - My Happy Endingg

Sekejap je dah 2 hari puasa. Pehtu dah raya. Cepat sungguh masa berlalu yek. Org kate.. dunia nak kiamat.. ha'a..nak kiamat dah! Amalan dah cukup ke korang? :D Pheww...
First day puasa... aku berbuka kul 10.30 malam. Kenape? Tak percaye? Yala..dah sibuk kat opis, sampai tak sedar dah kul 9. And petang first day puasa tuh..hujan turun lebat giler seh.. aku dok teropong dari atas bangunan opis nih.. fuh.. jalan jem giler! Sana sini.. kul 8 lebih baru clear.
Harinih...aku gi jenguk Alam-Anda @ Alamanda Putrajaya. Ermm.. quite nice place lar.. bayangkan ler.. kul 6.30 ptg aku sampai sana.. kul 10 baru keluar dari situ! Hehe.. Sampai2 je terus jalan-jalan.. masuk kedai rejek shop dulu.. During that time.. dah kul 7. Then.. baruler gi soru kat A&W. Aku tgk kat Chiken Rice Shop ramai giler manusia.. sampai ader yg kena tunggu kat luar sbb dah penuh sangat. Ramai jugak manusia..ingatkan pegi taim berbuka takler ramai org.. buleh tahan jugaklah derang nih bersoping! Hehe.. aku pon soping samalah. Aper lagik.. benda murah aku rembat! Tgk2 gak hadiah untuk adik bongsu aku.. apa nak bagi ek?? Harini arijadi dia.. wah..dah besar adik aku. Dulu kecik2.. aku main lambung2 je.. kena cium tak engat nyer, kulit putih... wangi jer... Dah besar... eeeee....geli aku la. . hehe..
Berkenan aku kat satu beskal nih.. priced RM200++. Fuh... letak kat rumah pakcik aku kat Putrajaya nih... pun bes gak ek? Taim pree dok meraun satu Putrajaya.. nasib baik..leh jumpa Tun Mahathir berjoging kat sini! Dah lama giler tak bersukan.. doc pun sarankan aku buat exercise.. tp..erm..tak kena masa dan tempat. Terfikir gak aku nak buat aktiviti renang, cycling, dancing.. will do. Heh.. kuatkan semangat TJ!!
Okey ler... aku mata dah lebam nih. Mencuba donload ringtone kat hp aku. Dah settle.. zzz..

Happy Birthday... Dad

2004-10-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Bryan Adams - You're Still Beautiful To Me

Alrite ppl.. at the moment, terasa letih yg amat sgt, sampai tertidur sekejap senja tadi. Huh... were having small kenduri lepas Asar tadi. Harini hari lahir Ayahanda aku. Ngee.... tambah setahun lagi. Quite penat walaupun tak ramai yg dijemput, just few org masjid dgn pakcik makciks aku. Masak pun simple je... Sib baik Kak Long pun cuti... so aku ngan dia jerlah yg prepare everything since Bonda kijer. Anyway... Selamat Hari Lahir untuk Ayahanda aku..moga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki!
Bulan October ni... 3 org ahli keluarga aku sambut hari lahir. Dad.. Angah dan Pie. Was thinking to buy Pie something... nak beli ape ek?
2 days ago... aku terima berita sedey sket. Kepada partner in crime masa skolah sekelian.. just want to inform u all that our Cikgu Nik Robisah terlibat dlm kemalangan jalanraya Sabtu lepas kat area Muar. Bad storinya.. one of her childrens meninggal dunia. Aku pun tak kenal sgt tp rasa dulu ade kot jumpa. Shes just 8 years old! Well... gerun jugak aku dgr tp nak buat camana kan.. kematian satu ketentuan! Pasti! Tak tersangka... dalam minit berikutnya kita akan kehilangan org yg disayangi? Korang penah bayangkan? Now u see him happy... talking to u... later u discover that hes dead! Phewww......

"....Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel.."

Fantasi Puteri Gunung Ledang

2004-09-30T11:13:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Bagaikan Sakti - M Nasir feat Siti Nurhaliza

"... Tuah: Setapak melangkah, 2 langkah ingatan Kanda pada Dinda
PGL : Adinda bersumpah... jikalau Kekanda tidak kembali, Adinda akan menyusul Kekanda.
Menginjak pada tanah yg sama... Bernafas pada udara yg sama...
Tuah: Layar berbelok belok, sawah dibongkar ditempat tenang, yg tinggal hati tak elok, yg pergi hati tak
senang..... Bila sampai waktu kita akan bersama....."

Fuyyo.. tu dia. Aku br je tgk citer nih, kat rumah jer. Aku rasa banyak sgt silent moment la. Script director dah tadek idea kot? hehe.. yg last scene aku tak sempat tgk, kena siapkan santapan Baginda Tuanku! Cewah. Sepanjang aku tgk citer nih... dlm kepala ni dok ligat berfikir, agaknye cam manalah scene yg sebenarnya berlaku antara PGL, Tuah dan Sultan masa zaman dulu tuh ek?
Orait! Stop the fantasy moment. Since Rabu lepas aku cuti till 10 Oct. Lama jugak, saje cuti lelama. Buleh spend time kat rumah nih. Kembali buat kerja rumah cam dulu, jadik suri rumah. Masak, kemas, makan, tido! Sihat ler balik kl nantih. Since semalam jugak aku dok menggodek-godek blog aku nih, see..header blogger kat atas tuh dah tadek! huhu. Got big plan for it. See.. dah ada tag-board. Later.. nak tukar or add on menatang lain pulak. Or nak buat temp sendiri? Might be la.. tgk mood dan masa. Jenuh jugakla mata nak baca html tag tuh. Siap dgn script blog tuh. Ade tutorial kat blogspot, will try to play around. Jeles tgk blog org lain gempak2, hehe..tp yg tak besnye derang hide script. Cess.. kendekutnyer. Dah 2 malam aku tido lewat... eler..cam tak besa. Nak buat menda lain.. tersasar kat menda lain. Nak stadi balik html coding nih.. senang je. Tp dah lupe sbb tak usik langsung since aku amik sabjek ni 1 setengah tahun yg lepas. The moment jugak aku tgh stadi Sound Forge dgn Adobe Premier. Susah.. mmg susah kalau tak stadi. :D Arghhh..aku lupa something, lupe sungguh nak bawak balik charger pda. Duhh... jgn ler bateri kong. Abis suma data, dahtu almost 2 weeks tak hotsync.
Ape lagik? Yes.. harini ada majlis persaraan Baginda Tuanku kat sekolah dia. Bila balik tengahari tadi.. mak oiii... banyaknye hadiah. Penuh keta sampai Adinda aku kena balik naik bas. Tu dia.. tp tak bukak lagik all the prezen, tunggu semua balik baru bukak. Tunggu dan lihat!

Pheww....

2004-09-16T01:54:00.000+08:00

Currently listenin to Avril Lavigne - My Happy Endin!!!

"Let's talk this over It's not like we're dead Was it something I did? Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging In a city so dead Held up so high On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult But so are they
But they don't know me Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be

It's nice to know that you were there Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall And letting me know we were done...."

Well...rasanya makin jarang plaks aku tulih blog nih. :D... Hehe
Now jam kat dinding dah dekat kui 1. Isk.. petang tadi balik aku terus terlending sama sebelah kezen aku. Hujan laks tuh. Sodap je tido. Sudahnye malam ni takleh nak lelapkan mata.
Harini seharian aku tak jamah apa2. Tp langsung tak terasa lapar.Peyut aku buat hal la. Aku pun tak tau kenapa.
Ni baru lepas makan, pakse gak jamah sket. Esok petang ada kelas, kang tak pasal2 aku tumbang dlm lrt, takpon kat opis. Kang dah sakit, sapa yg susah? Aku jugakkk.
Since ari selasa la.. aku taktau kenapa dgn meksis nyer serbis kat area W'maju nih. Cam cipan mondok tui. Can't make a cal and even send sms. Hancur. Jenuh le aku dok resend sms. Network Failure! Hampehhh.. sampai 2 hari network failure nya. Tadak notis pon. Hermm..
Pagi nih Kekanda tepon. Mak oihh.. kena marah ler aku sbb semalam dia dok call aku tak dpt. :D. Sori ler Kanda oihh.. bateri kong! Dia bgtau, Baginda Sultan tgh gering. Phewww... risau sungguh aku. Nih suma tambah mengusutkan tengkorak kepala aku!!
Lain-lain hal.. las weeken ada Rugby Invitational Cobra 10's aku tak sempat nak pegi. Duh... rugi! Resultnya, Samoa menang beb! Final jumpa ngan NZ. Huhhh... Untuk keterangan lanjut, pi kat link yg aku letak dlm blog sebelum nih.

Rugby nyer cerita..

2004-09-10T19:47:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to : Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved

Wah..lately jarang giler aku posting kat sini. Erkk.. bz? tak jugak..cuma malas nak mengusung notebook pi klsentral or carik mana2 hotspot area. Biase ler org miskin cam aku nih, tempek kat kedai je, nak masuk broadband tak mampu! cewahh..
Anyway.. for the past few days, aku rasa tak sedap badan tui, even now pun. Rasa apa yg aku makan tersekat kat ulu hati. pedih seyy..lunch hour tadi aku balik tido, kul 2.15 br aku balik opis. Selambe katak! Aa.. seksa tul la..
Apa lagik? weekend nih ada Rugby Invitational Cobra 10's kat Stadium MPPJ. Deyy... might be going might be not. Sbb? Masa pakai tiket, penuh giler manusia.. bila dah masuk pree.. stadium bukit jalil pun aku rasa tak cukup. Tp rasa sayang sey kalo tak pegi. Tak dpt tgk team New Zealand All Black buat "Hakka". Dah le 2 years ago aku accidently ter miss ttgk derang buat hakka sbb we thought derang tak buat.. dah naik keta baru dengar derang bersorak!! perghh...
Sabtu ni jugak anak buat aku ada match dgn UKM Bandits, kat padang UKM la.. mana lagi. Will see if member aku drive pegi sana.
Sabtu ni jugak aku dah janji dgn partner in crime aku masa form 5 dulu.. nak jumpa. Alamak.. camner nih.. Nak kena arrange balik.
Aiseh..dah malam,. jumpo lagi poik!

Takziah...

2004-09-01T13:01:00.000+08:00

"Date: Tue, 31 Aug 2004 01:33:20 +0800 (SGT)
Subject: Takziah buat timbalan pengerusi kita
From: "UNITAR Rugby Club" Add to Address Book
salam smuo utk makluman korang emak kepada timbalan kita atau kuzi baru saje meninggal dunia jam lebih kurang 12 lebih tadi. den bg pihak URC ingin mengucapkan takziah kepada kuzi moga kuatkan semangat utk meneruskan kehidupan pd masa hadapan tanpa ibu tersayang. al fatihah kita sedekahkan pd arwah agar dirahmati allah hendaknya. amin.. "

Well.. aku br je terima email ni. Takziah aku ucapkan untuk dia. Salah sorang geng rugby yg rapat dgn aku.

OKeyy... hari ni rasa malas sgt nak bangun gi keje. Rasa tak sedap badan. Nasib baik tak pakai lens. Last nite aku tidur lewat, buat apa ek? Tak buat apa pun. Dok memikirkan "masalah negara". Hehe.. so do harini. Uhhh..penin aku la. .Another few weeks..aku akan bercuti seminggu. Was thingking to go vacation. Elehh... paling jauh pun...balik kampung je. Uhh..bosannye!
Anyway, result sem lepas dah keluar. Phewww... bes giler beb!! Esp geng2 stadi Accounting. Suma result marveles. Cuma sifu Ezad je wif flying colours! Ya la..he deserved it maa.. Now tgh planning nak amik apa sem nih. 3 subjects would b ok kot? 3? hhuhh...gerun sket!
Merdeka stori plaks. Where were you guys?? Aku? dok depan tv layan Astro. B4 that aku dinner kat Swensen's Sg Wang. Tepi tu ada stage. Cha-Ya-Nun-Alif ramai! In fact yg buat performance pun Cha-Ya-Nun-Alif! Lepas tu balik rumah. Layan konsert depan tv. Tu pun berebut channel! Heheh... on that 31 Aug plaks, aku merayau satu KL. Ini baru betul punya pusing. Lunch kat GE Mall, then pegi Ikea. Ingatkan nak survey la rak kasut dgn almari. Tp.. perghh...ramai giler kete! Parking pun penuh! Sudahnya.. next taim lah.
Pasal ragbi plaks, The 35th COBRA Invitational Rugby 10s 2004 akan diadakan kat Stdium MPPJ pd 11 & 12 Sept niih. Untuk maklumat lanjut sile click kat link tuh. AKu terlepas game Jonah Jones last 3 weeks. Hopefully kali ni sempat la pi tgk. Lgpun masuk pree beb! Last 2 years masuk kena bayar. Tu pun sib baik dpt tiket pree. nyehhh....idup rugby. Ade sesapa nak pegi..jgn lupa contact aku.
Err...sekejap je dah sejam aku kat sini. tulih lagik lain kali.

Finally... i discover it!!

2004-08-28T00:39:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to Nelly Furtado - On The Radio

Wake up early this morning eventhough feel very sleepy. Last nite, coming home late. Almost 3 am. Went out wif Ken, supper kat Uptown.Pheww....ramai giler org kat Uptown. Meriah sey. Parking pun penuh. Macam dah pasar malam Jalan TAR.
Were talking about our life. Well.. finally mengaku jugak dia dah kawin. Alhamdulillah.. cuma tak pueh ati la sbb aku dpt tau lambat eventhoug we were close last time. Kinda pity him. Few sad history yg dia kena lalui sbg saudara baru. Hopefully dia tak mengalah, few times dia mempersoalkan kenapa,mengapa bla bla bla. Penin kepala aku nak jawab. Well bro, let time decides everything. The good story, he just got baby girl. Yeah.. surely comel giler. Tak sabar pulak nak tgk. Heheh..
Angah call pagi ni, ermm..balik kampung. Aa.. balik pulak org tua nih.Br terfikir nak pi Sg Wang beli novel. Next taim ahh..
At the moment tak tau pulak nak buat apa..tacap lagik later.

Trip to Sg Petani

2004-08-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to Bryan Adams - Please Forgive Me

Lama tak berposting. Well.. bendanya ada, cuma aku tarak masa nak pi lepak hotspot. Maleh nak mengangkut ntbok. So..kumpul kasik banyak, rase dah sengal br le aku apload seme. Tak seme ah...
Started with this...
Pi Sg Petani. On the spot je ni. Patutnya Angah pegi tp dia br habis kursus, kinda tired so aku kena replace. Me, my sis mom and dad. Lepas jugak naik Kancil.Phew... Mula2 takut gaks keta problem tgh jalan. Along drive all the way pergi dan balik. Bley tahan minah ni.
Sg Petani, rumah makcik yg aku tak pernah jumpa. Adik kpd mak aku. Ada sedara lagi rupanya aku nih. Jumpalah cousins yg aku tak pernah jumpa. Eh...ada cousin lagi rupanya aku nih. Tak ingat aku nama derang, cakap utara pekat! Yg kawin ni, kerja kat TV3. Join team bolasepak TV3. UNITAR penah buat friendly match dgn TV3 sem lepas. Tak sempat nak berborak panjang. One thing..muka dia ada iras abg aku. Dah acuan sama..mana taknya sama.hehehe...
Balik hari Ahad tengari. Terasa singat tul perjalanan balik nih. Since aku jd co-pilot, mmg takleh nak tido. Walaupun terasa ngantuk giler. Terlayang jugakla sekejap. Oiii...TJ jgn tido..
Sampai Putrajaya dlm 7. Uhh...letihh..

Birthday my pren!!

2004-08-11T18:39:00.000+08:00

Arini bithday Epet? err..bukan bulan 9 ke? Aaa.. sungguh2 aku tersalah masuk date birthday member aku nih. Lewat sebulan! Dlm reminder tulih 11 Sept, tp yg sebenarnya 11 August! Bengong sekejap! Anyway, epi bithday untuk ko, dah tua dah org tua nih! err..bila nak kawin? . Spesel dlm blog nih. Cewah..banggalah tu. Semuga dipanjangkan umur dimurahkan rezeki, nanti leh belanja aku kat Senja KLCC! haha.. keje rerajin, dah org antar pi outstesen tu.. pegi jek! bes la dpt jalan. Jgn merungut je! Remember friend, folllow the white rabbit! :D
Lg satu berita, aa.. tan sri Einid dah nak kawin beb!! Sukalah hati tan sri dpt puan sri! "Puan Sri" kaler merah tu dpt madu ler jawapnya! hehe Senyap2 je, tau2 dah nak kawin. Tp..apsal buat kat trg sana...jauh seyy

Ok ... dah habis bab kengkawan. Pagi ni aku bangun lewat giler. Quarter to 9! phewww..... giler.. dah la baju tak beriron. Ni seme kucing kat rumah tu la.. dok kacau aku the whole night. ngek!
sampai opis 9.30, belasah je. sib baik ade tukang kaver.
Few days ni kepala aku tak berapa betul sket. SIkit? ikutkan hati suma nak aku tulih kat sini.. esp kat "styloist" yg "patah"! tp..aa..biarlah. tarak sapa kisah. aahh...mereka kejam! kijam! kijam!

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1st day keje lepas 1 week cuti

2004-08-09T19:06:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to Kanye West -All fall Down

Time being aku dok lepak kat Strudels KL Sentral, layan Hotspot. Maleh nak balik awal, since exam dah abih, nak berpoye2 sat. Masa beli air, ada la sorang Hamba Allah ni tanya "Dah lama tak nampak?" hehe.. tersengih je aku. Alasan.. ermm.. bz, exam. Perasan jugak, mana taknya, almost tetiap minggu aku mai sini. menum pun air yg sama.. kalau tak vanilla teh tarik, esprit.. takpun ice lemon tea. hehe
well.. tak perasan plak aku web blog aku ni masuk dlm dbase google search. pi kat google tu then taip la tiada jawapan, 1st search result dia kuar.
Lunch hour tadik, gi Kotaraya antar spec, kasik turun power. Tinggi sgt plaks. Esok br leh amik. Alahai..maleh tui nak gi balik. Nak antar tu pun bercinta! Sempat la beli contact lens baru unutk 3 bulan. Since lens lama dah expired, terpaksalah. Rimas aku pakai spec nih. tambah lagi rambut dah pendek, lagi la nampak cam amoi!! Sib baik opismate aku nak temankan. Then pi lunch kat Kenny Rogers Kotaraya tuh. Aa...kenyangg!!!
Sampai opis tepat2 kul 2..
Since skrang tgh cuti...banyak plan aku. organize everything, suma dah aku masukkan dlm PDA. still ada lagik.. apa lagi aaa?

Exam fever dah tamat!

2004-08-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to - Joan Jett - I Hate Myself 4 Lovin U!

Fuhh... xm fever dah tamat! Selesai 2 ppr. Alhamdulillah... both pprs aku dpt buat dgn baik. Cuma takut careless mistake je esp kat ppr Accounting. Thanks..thanks and thanks a lot kat kengkawan satu group study esp Shah, Mashirwan,Faizal, Ezad Exist (hehe..) dan jugak Aman. Korang banyak ajar aku. Sepanjang pengajian kat U***** aku rasa study group yg ni la yg paling bes of the best! Hopefully result kita gempak2 lah!
Last nite, stadi kat Syed lg. Sambil tgk Akademi Fantasia sambil buat latihan. I guess, thats the way we all release tensen lepas perah otak dok pikir prob questions dlm accounting. Aku rasa lagi rilex buat camtuh. aa..korang, try lah buat. AF dah habis dlm kul 11 lebih, proceed ke A&W Drive In PJ plaks. Sambung stadi kat situ. yg pegi 6 org je, tp kete sampai 3 bijik. Aku naik dgn Edi, Syah naik dgn Mizanur, Ezad plak dgn Aman. Sambung stadi kat situ sampai kul 3 pagi. Terasa lapar.. pegi makan kat **** apa ntah nama tempat tu.
Pagi kul 7.30 aku dah terkejut. Aramak... subuh! Faster!! keke..Risau jugak aku terlajak. Bangun2 kul 10. Haa... haru jadinya. Dah la exam kul 9. Sempat la aku buat final revision.Tepat kul 9 aku dah ada kat Hall. Suma geng stadi group dah ada.. cuma Aman dgn Syah je yg tak smpai lg. Ceritanya.. Syah sampai lewat. Aku rasa lewat 15 mins kot? 8.30 br bangun.Ntah bila dia masuk pun aku tak perasan.Aman, kul 10 br sampai. Nih suma kes terlajak la nih.
Suma soalan nak kata senang tak susah pun tak. Just nice la. Cuma aku tak pueh ati sbb tak cukup masa.Mmg tak pueh ati beb! Tau la acc. nyer soalan camana, nak kena record dlm journal, ledger, trial balance..bla bla.. Senang mmg senang, cuma nak determine transaction tu nak record dlm acc apa tu yg fenin! Even accountant yg dah exposed pun buat silap, inikan pulak kitaowang yg stadi acc untuk xm nih. Tu pasal le ada errors, overstated, understated tuh! Ahaks... aa..melawan tokey!
Anyway thanks a lot to lecturer Puan Sarita. Sbb tak kendekut markah, tak strict dan bg extra time untuk jwb final. The moment she said times up.. sempat la berborak dgn bebudak nih.. 1st question. hah balance ke tidak? Apa lagi.. soalan no 1, raise Trial Balance. Haha.. ade yg terkurang 2 ringgit la.. 15 inggit la..terlebih 5k la. memacam..
After all.. seronok sgt aku. Sbb dah abih la.. reramai pi lepak kat mapley. menum2.. was thinking to go somewhere and enjoy! tp tgk memasing dah letih. flat! ngantuks... so tak jadi lah gi berpoye2!
Balik Wangsamaju, Ken(Khairul Azizan) hantar. Singgah makan kat Kesas. Lapar sgt.. sampai rumah terus aku "terhibernate" (pinjam istilah Syah sat..huhu). Dgn lens kat mata, sudahnya bila terbangun mata rasa pedih mata.Arini last aku pakai lens ni. Dah cukup sebulan. Ermm..nak kena beli lagik.
Lepas maghrib br aku terkejut. uwarghhhh........ deadly mandom. i really need to enjoy myself, tp tarak kaki. Esoklah, hopefully...

Exam fever

2004-08-07T01:34:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to N'sync - This I Promise You

At the moment, aku baru je balik rumah. Tonite, lepak rumah senior aku. Boleh dikatakan rumah tumpangan aku kat KJ nih!
Petang td exam ppr Human Computer Interaction. Pheww... kewl giler. Aku tgk nota, sampai kul 10 pg tadi je. Lepas tu sampai nak xm aku langsung tak bukak nota. Kununnya nak praktikkan nasihat senior aku, Ken.. jgn bukak nota 2 hours b4 xm. Got few tips la dr mamat nih last nite. Sampai dewan xm pun lewat. Siap bley singgah kedai beli mineral water lagik. Alhamdulillah... overall.. mmg aku puas hati sgt. Rasanya ni la 1st xm yg aku rasa aman tenang dan damai sgt. Kenape ek?
Soalan banyak direct ques, cuma konpem aku ilang 18 marks, sbb topic tu aku tak baca langsung. Hopefully result nanti gempak lah. cewah..pray 4 that!
Habis xm kul 5, slalunya half an hour sebelum masa tamat aku dah keluar dah, tp kali ni mmg aku mempergunakan sepenuhnya 2 hours tuh. Keluar xm..jumpa Mashirwan, gi makan kat Sambal cafe..
Then kul 6, proceed pegi restoren Syed stadi Accounting plaks. Dgn Faizal, Mashirwan, Shah dan Ezad Exist! :D.. Start kul 6 ptg stadi, sampai kul 10 malam. Pergh...banyak input! Seronok sgt, ni la untungnya buat stadi group dgn senior yg otak geliga. On the spot je they all terangkan aku faham. Huhu.. Conquer 2 meja lak tuh.. dgn hiruk pikuk org yg dtg makan kat situ! Air sorang segelas je... tp lepak sampai berejam!
Sharp 10pm, we all stop stadi. Dah takleh nak masuk! Sambung dgn makan plaks.. luckily kali ni Faizal belanja. Aaa.. rezeki..rezeki.. mekaseh aa Faizal. murah rezeki ko! kekek
La ni.. aku tgh dok lepak layan MP3. My lullaby la..apa lagik. Esok pagi nak bangun awal sket, nak stadi accounting.buat latihan sket.. Kul 2 esok, ada discussion lagi, dgn geng yg sama. Aaa....ngantuks.. jumpa lagi sok..

Piknik...PD.. uh..letih!

2004-08-02T04:20:00.000+08:00

Tgh dok dgr lagu Britney Spears - Everytime

Well.. lately aku sker sgt dgr lagu nih. Heh.. this gonna be the next fav song of the month la kut! Asal on notebook, lagu ni yg aku carik dulu dlm iTunes. Dah beberapa malam jugakla aku tertidur sambil notebook on dan earphone kat telinga dok main lagu ni berulang2. Sampai pagi lena.. :D..Nih lirik nye..

Britney Spears - Everytime

Notice me Take my hand Why are we
Strangers when I love you strong Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings
I feel so small I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you In my dreams
I see your face is haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe Our hope are here
It's the only way I see clear

What have I done
You've seem to move on easy

I may have made it rain Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain And this song my sorry

At night I dreamt
But soon your face will fade away

Semalam, aku gi piknik kat PD dgn cousin dan pakcik kat Putrajaya tuh. Pagi dah keluar.. sampai PD, ramai giler org, ada cam pesta kat tepi pantai tuh. Trepik jem... bosan! Tengari baru sampai, pergi rumah makcik aku kat situ dulu, dah lepas soru2... sempat la aku terlelap sekejap. Kul 3.30 br gi pantai. We all pilih kat tempat besa, Blue Lagoon la. Tak ramai orang. At first aku malas nak mandi, sbb tarak kaki. Piknik ni pun sbb bawak kezen2 dan anak buah yg kecik2. Aku dgn my sis je yg besa. Ermm... at last aku pun terjun jugak! Actually aku teringin sgt nak mandi laut. Dah lama tak mandi laut beb! Few years ago.. bila ek? ntah.. lupa. Huhhh....bes..tp tak lama la berendam dlm laut tuh. Kejap je..
Kul 6.30 br balik rumah makcik kat PD tuh. Sambil tunggu nak dinner.. aku terlelap lagik kat sofa. Slamber je.. sampai2 suma melempeng! Penat. Padahal aku mandi sekejap je.. tak sampai sejam pun. Tp penatnya.. mak oiii... Sib baik port aku strategik sket.
Lepas dinner baru gerak balik KL..esok.... keje.. uhh...

Life is..??

2004-07-29T18:54:00.000+08:00

Life...."it is what it is what it is"... never WISH you had done something..
Well... lately aku rasa makin pantas waktu berlalu. Pagi celik mata, pegi opis, sekejap tu dah lunch hour. Tak lama lepas tu pulak dah nak balik. Ermm.. makin cepat waktu berlalu, makin banyak rambut aku gugur! Hahaha... exam dah nak dekat beb!! Stadi tak cukup kencang lagi nih. Ehe..kencang tak kencang.. habis satu bilik bertampalkan nota2 yg aku tulis besar2. So that setiap masa aku ada masa nak stadi tanpa bukak buku. Tuu... kat dinding tuhhh... kekeke...Setiap kali nak tidur aku go through semuanya. Hopefully lekat la dlm kepala otak nih sampai xm.
Esok Jumaat, lusa.. weekend. Arrgh...such a nightmare. Apa plan aku ujung minggu nih. Releks... rehatkan kepala otak... nak pegi Bukit Panorama.. lepak...tgk...kl..jauh pandangan! cewahh.... kalau berangannn!!!!
Esok...ingat nak pegi survey hadiah untuk 2 orang adik aku Ateh dgn Ayan. Pening kepala aku, nak belikan derang apa nih? Kak Long belikan they all t-shirt. Takkan aku nak belikan t-shirt gak? Ideas....ideasssss....
gi unitar jumpa bebudak IT yg buta Accounting! Derang ni tak call aku langsung... jadi ke nak buat stadi group nih...kalau tak jadi..aku pun maleh nak menziarah.
Thinking to watch movie. Wayang?? i-robot, Kill Bill? cam bes... House of Flying Daggers. Stakat ni br satu filem je aku tgk untuk tahun nih. Sampai Acerap kata, "kalau aku jadik balak ko, dah lama aku mintak putus siot, tgk wayang setahun sekali!!" .. cehh.. takpa..aku report kat mak aku.
Ada PC Fair weeekend nih...
Last .... aku nak balik kampung. Bila nak balik nih.. lepas xm? aduishhh... rindu mummy daddy Boboy.. boboy? baru semalam aku tgk video yg kitaorang rakam masa kenduri kat rumah nenek. Aaaa..comel.. kempunan sorang2 depan notebook! kekek...
Next week, kerja mungkin 1 atau 2 hari (ikut mood).. pehtu... yuhuuuuuuuuuuuuu....cutii!!!
Cuti bukan nak pegi holiday la... cuti xm seyy. .

Pheewww....

2004-07-25T00:26:00.000+08:00

12:26 AM 7/25/2004

Currently listening to - Close by Westlife

"Across the miles, it's funny to me How far you are but how near you seem to be I could talk all night just to hear you breath
I could spend my life just living this dream You're all I'll ever need
You give me strength You give me hope
You give me someone to love, someone to hold
When I'm in your arms, I need you to know
I've never been, never been This close
With all the loves I used to know I kept my distance, I never let go
But in your arms I know I'm safe 'Cause I've never been held and I've never been kissed in this way
You're all I'll ever need, you're all I'll ever need You give me strength
You give me hope You give me someone to love, someone to hold
When I'm in your arms, I need you to know I've never been, never been This close
Close enough to see it's true Close enough to trust in you
Closer now than any words can say And when, when I'm in your arms, I need you to know
I've never been, I've never been This close ...."

For the past few days, aku rasa morellow betul. Got nobody to talk to, nothing to cheer me up, nobody to hang out. Kat ofis, Acerap cuti dr Isnin sampai Khamis. Teramat bosan life kat opis bila dia tarak, kalau tak.. macam2 la mamat kurus kering ni buat lawak. Terhibur gak aku sekurangnya.
Bermacam2 benda yg aku pikir, life, study, work, family, future, money, friends, my attitude, God, death and 1001 other things. Huh..kalah pemimpin negara. Ala..besalah.. aku pun manusia biasa, ada masalah tersendiri.
Hari ni seharian aku kat rumah, Tidur, stadi, tidur dan stadi. Naik bosan jugaklah. Nak keluar, hurrmmm... sorang2 baik duduk rumah. Dpt gak la stadi since xm pun dah nak dekat. Sib baik Dindi ada, bergulung dia tidur kat sebelah aku. Aku bangun gi toilet, dia pun sama ngekor.
Dah kul 12 lebih ni, nak tidur mata takmau lelap. Nak keluar, tarak sapa nak teman. Nak tgk tv, bosan la 2 channel je yg idup. Ermm... layan la blues sorang2.. sambil2 dgr lullaby.
Okeyla kengkawan, to Cik Kiah, last week aku jumpa Azam. jgn jeles ye! Nak tau cerita lanjut, rajin2 la tepon aku.
Jumpa lagiiiiiiiiii.

Termenung depan tasik KLCC

2004-07-23T21:50:00.000+08:00

9:50 PM 7/23/2004

Currently listening to - band ni nyanyi lagu Avril yg mana satu aku tak perasan lah

Time being, aku tgh lepak kat Shrooms KLCC. Ramai orang malam ni, mana taknya Saturday night. Semua balik kerja terus bertumpu kat sini. Ni lah lepak orang kaye2! aku amik seat ceruk dunia.Betul-betul sebelah stage ni. Last dtg lepak sini, Friday night dgn Kak Long, Kak Fad, Kak Irma dan Abg Shawn.
Lepas abis kerja, aku tak tau nak pegi mana. Then.. decided nak gi tgk2 kat Isetan. Perghh.... ramai giler manusia. Tak tau pulak aku Isetan tgh buat sale till 70% discount. Yg datang soping kebanyakkan nya pempuan. Rambang mata jugak, sempat aku rembat baju selai. Murah je.. sbb dah discount!
Since esok cuti, aku ingat nak ajak kengkawan lepak sampai late nite. Tp semuanya bz,not available, keluar ngan awek memasing, keluar ngna bf memasing.. hermm.. pandai2 la aku entertain diri sendiri. herrrrmmm..... apa aku nak buat ni? Terasa amat2 lah sunyi. Nak balik, awal lagi. Nak stay, hurrmm.. Takpalah, masing2 ada hal masing. 6.30 pm aku duduk lepak kat depan tasik. Layan blues sorang2 sambil menikmati keindahan alam ciptaan tuhan. Tgk somekind like pertunjukan air. rasa damai sket kepala nih. Few times jugakla fikiran ni melayang ntah kemana...syok sgt tgk air tuh.
Lepak layan air pancut kat depan tasik KLCC ni sampai 8 malam then ...ahaa...live band dah mula.. amik meja tersorok sket. Not really tersorok, sbb meja tu betul2 tepi stage, kalau org pandang stage sure terpandang aku sekali.
Ada 3 org penyanyi malam ni, trio la lebih kurang. Hot beb!!! seksi jgn cerita lah. Aku layan je ape yg derang nyanyi, since kepala ni pun dah serabai. La.. termenung lagi.. hahah...
Masa lepas 2nd break, one of the singers pergi kat audience, salam and ajak menari. (Ade jugakla sorang mamat arab tua tak sedo diri pun dgn selambanya datang depan menari sama). kewll... then.. bila sampai kat meja aku.. dia pun hulur tangan. Oh... just salam je. kalau ajak menari.. sorry ler.
Dah kul 10.45, okeylah guys... hev to move now. Kang lewat sgt ade yg tertinggal lrt. Ciow!

Aman.. damai.. tenang.. bessssttt

2004-07-20T22:33:00.000+08:00

12:08 AM 7/20/2004

Currently Listening to: Close Yur Eyes - Westlife

Pagi ni aku bangun, terasa segar sgt. Bangun2 terdengar bunyi burung berkicau. Bunyi cengkerik pun bley tahan. Tak mcm selalu, bangun2 dgr bunyik hon mamak jual roti lah, sora mak2 yg sibuk menyiapkan anak2 kesekolah, bunyik keta, bunyik lrt.. aduishh..sakit kepala! Well.. last nite aku tido umah member aku, somewhere kat Jalan Syed Putra. Dlm hutan sket.. .. best giler rumah minah ni, dah la duduk sorang, rumah besar lak tuh. Terasa ralat pulak aku. Iskk... nak menyewa kat situ? ermm.. kena pasang sugar daddy sorang ler! huhuh.... Lgpun kalau ye pun aku nak pindah kesitu.. banyak pulak masalah nanti,, tetiap ari kena naik cab, pokai! Tambah pulak, hujung tahun minah ni nak kawin dah. Err..nak kawin dah kawan aku ni. Umur sebaya aku je.
Well... yg tak besnya hari ni.. the whole day aku moody giler. Apsal nih?
Start dr kat KlSentral.. tunggu lrt..ramai giler manusia. Sampai opis, Acerap pulak cuti aku tak ingat, sb aku dah msg soh belikan breakfast. Dah la lapar giler.. pastu pulak dia tinggalkan file Conversion untuk aku. Cisss...aku rasa nak bunuh je budak nih. Saja je.. dah la aku mmg menyampah buat file camtuh. Hangin satu badan aku.. tahan je. Aaa.. sib baik takda yg kacau or tegur aku. Kalau tak sure kena. Siap ko Acerappppppp!!
Bila balik.. naik lrt pun ramai giler manusia. Dah tu taknak masuk kedalam lagi. Suma nak bertumpu kat area pintu. Aku rasa nak terajang je sekor2.
Sampai rumah aku kemas apa yg patut dan masak bubur je. Tak selera nak masak. Tertidur sekejap depan tv.. ntah bila tahun aku terlelap aku pun tak pasti. ermm.. sudahnya.. malam aku takleh nak lelap nih. aduishhh...seksanya..

Upset.. project..team members..

2004-07-18T12:20:00.000+08:00

For the past 2 weeks, aku concentrate buat project HCI. Senang je nak buat benda ni, aku kena desgning interface untuk mobile phone. Easy? not that easy, cuma kena implement apa yg aku belajar dlm kelas. Semua point lect dah bg dlm soalan, all i have to do just keluarkan semua tu and treat it as a guideline. Then dr situ, mula la lakar interface and ++++.
Well.. at first, it is suppose to be group project but i decided to make it on my own, starting dr buat documentation/explanation sampailah buat system. But then later aku approach Pali untuk join. But then ada pulak lg 2 org nak join. Mmg aku keberatan nak bg, tp.. ermmm..
As i expected, jadi jugak. Kisahnya.... aku dah buat roughly sketch ttg untuk documentation, siap aku susun lg yg ni nak letak under topik mana..yg tu nak letak kat mana.. Bila aku hand in kat they all, aku expect in return aku dpt full report. But what makes me reallyyy...realllyy upset, apa yg aku nak they all buat aku tak dapat. They all bg aku separate file, dan suruh aku pulak yg siapkan documentation. What da......
Sakit hati.. salin bulat2 dr apa yg aku bagi. Benda2 macam ni lah yg buat aku tak suka nak buat group reramai. Susah nak jumpa one thing, susah nak bg komitmen dgn kerja pun satu hal. Doesnt mean i'm really..really the best, but its just that aku cuba buat sebaik mungkin.
Sudahla aku nak kena buat system, then aku jugak nak kena susun balik compile the report.. formatting... itu ini. Heh...macam ni baik tak payah buat group.
My order is simple, taip balik, elaborate, susun, format, give your ideas, complie dlm satu words document dan return balik kat aku so that aku boleh finalize dan hantar.
Mmg aku betul2 sedih, finally, system yg sepatutnya aku buat guna VB.. aku buat guna Adobe. Heh... masa dah suntuk sgt. AKu pun dah patah semangat nak teruskan. Apa yg ada...hantar je.. And time being.. aku dah hand in semua kat minah sorang ni. Ermmmm... he was with her.
Apa yg aku nak buat... buat cepat2. Dahh....kerja aku settle.

Berhenti berharap

2004-07-16T18:46:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to Berhenti Berharap by SO7

"Aku tak percaya lagi
Dengan apa yang kau beri
Aku terdampar disini
Tersudut menunggu mati

Aku tak percaya lagi
Akan guna matahari
Yang dulu mampu terangi
Sudut gelap hati ini

Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat

Kenapa ada derita
Bila bahagia tercipta
Kenapa ada sang hitam
Bila putih menyenangkan

Aku pulang..
Tanpa dendam..
Kuterima kekalahanku

Aku pulang..
Tanpa dendam..
Kusalutkan kemenanganmu

Kau ajarkan aku bahagia
Kau ajarkan aku derita
Kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
Kau tunjukkan aku derita
Kau berikan aku bahagia
Kau berikan aku derita

[ rebahkan rambutmu lepaskan perlahan kau akan mengerti semua.. ]

Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat"

Carik Notebook nyer beg

2004-07-08T11:26:00.000+08:00

Sebelum tidur, sempat lagi nak buat karangan 360 patah perkataan. Tengari, patutnya nak join my friend lunch kat klsentral, tp erm..
So, aku merayau sorang2 kat KLCC. First of all, pegi RHB withdraw some money. Then..next destination aku ke kedai Tear Proof, nak beli beg untuk notebook. Dah kemaruk nak beli packback, lgpun aku dah tak berani nak bawak beg sandang sisi Dicota nih. Banyak kes notebook kena snatch. Instead, last Friday jumpa abg Hadi kat Gloria Gin KLCC pun dia soh berhati2. Ermm..kalau org tua tu dah sound, kena ingat ler.
Banyak giler backpack dlm kedai tu, tp.. aramak.. those yg specialised untuk notebooknyer dah abis. aa..rasa nak menangis plaks. Isk.. aku malas tul nak tanggunh beli ni, kang ade yg aku rembat baju dgn jeans kat Isetan nih! heheh...
Dlm pada tu sempat gaks lah ushar backpack untuk hiking. Ermm.. rega boleh tahan, bapak mahal! Ermm.. terfikir gak aku nak belikan Ayan beg High Sierra or Deuter ni untuk birthday present dia. Erm.. masuk list! Kalau satu dah 100 ++.. untuk 2 org..mati gue! Ateh pun harijadi a week before arijadi Ayan. Ermm..kang belikan untuk Ayan je, keccik ati plaks adik aku lg sorang nih. Eiii... tgk lah camana.
Lepas carik beg yg aku nak, pegi merayau kejap kat Kinokuniya (betul ke ejaan tuh?) Hajat nak beli novel English, dah lama benar tak asah otak baca novel english. Dr satu section ke satu section.. rega boleh tahan mahal. Then aku jumpa novel adapted from tv series, like CSI, Alias dan apantah lagi tak ingat. I was thingking to grab the CSi book, tp. .. laterlah. Boleh buat collection nih. Harga pun tarakla berapa mahal. But at this moment, aku tgh pikir nak beli english novel yg 2nd hand. Dulu kat Ampang Park banyak derang buka gerai tp now..tarak plaks.
Dekat kul 2 baru aku sampai opis. Belasah keluar lunch 2 jam! Lunch soping!
Anyway, sepanjang aku merayau kat KLCC tu, aku perasan something.Ehe.. mana2 yg aku pegi sure suma tgk baju aku. Anyway aku pakai baju stail vietnam kaler putih yg belah kat tepi tu. Dgn seluar slack kaler dark choclate.so bila berjalan macam bersepah2 ditiup angin! hahah..eii...bukanla aku minah perasan, tp betul woo.. terasa bangga sekejap. Pandang atas bawah beb! uishh.. Riak sekejap.
Okeyla.. dah dekat kul 12 ni, sok pepagi nak bangun awal, nak gi unitar. ade kelas. Esok aku montneg keje lagik!!! yuhuuu...see ya

2004-07-05T18:58:00.000+08:00

This is Bongek. Tp sayangnya kucing ni dah mati. Tembam giler.. comel.
Private Properties of TJ

Ponteng keje!

2004-07-05T18:34:00.000+08:00

Malas aku nak pegi kerja arinih. Last nite tidur aku tak betul lagi. Sekejap2 aku terjaga. Sakit kepala nih. Ermm.. Sudahnya aku hantar sms kat Acerap bgtau aku EL harinih. Reason? not feeling well! Belasah je.
Since aku cuti arinih, got few things to do dan dah beratur pun dalam otak nih. Main thing aku kena siapkan proposal ragbi sekali dengan surat. Luckyly, at this moment (7pm) semuanya dah aku siapkan. Dah hantar pun.
Now aku kat tempat lepak hotspot. Strudels KLSentral la..mana lagi. At this moment, suma proposal dan surat2 yg bebudak ni nak untuk kejohanan ragbi KRS dan pun selamat aku hantar kat derang.pergh..lega.
sebut tang hotspot ni, eii...sakit hati tul lah. every 5 mins or less aku kena relogin. hangin tahap dewa tul aku lah. Ramai pulak users hotspot kat sini. ermm.. ikutkan ati nak jer aku gi gloria jeans klcc, tempat Abg Hadi selalu lepak. Tp..alaa.. sure tak privacy sbb dia ada dan.. bising! last friday aku pegi situ jumpa dia.. boleh tahan hiruk pikuknya. Tp kat klsentral ni, tarak la bising can kat klcc tuh. Bleh jugaklah cuci2 mata! huhuhu...
Next Thursday aku kena amik EL lagi, need to attend class. Since last weekend aku ponteng so kena ganti la kelas weekdays. Anyway tak payah pun tp sbb aku rasa banyak yg aku kena catch up. Lgpun sem pendek ni.. lecturer ajar sikit2. Bila dah nak habis kelas mulalah lecturer gelabah. Selalu sgt bila dah nak habis kelas, time tu la br nak ajar part yg kritikal. Sabjek kira mengira ni, mmg feberet since form 4 lagik. Err.. sebelum f4 aku benci math tp suker giler kat Sains. haha..
Dah kul 7 lebih now, perut rasa lapar giler. Balik ni, thingking to drop by KLCC. Nak gi kinokuniya. Terfikir nak beli novel. Dah lama benar aku tak baca buku. Last buku yg aku dpt habiskan...Tell Me yur Dreams by Sid Sheldon. Tgk la mood aku nak beli ke tidak. I think i should go now. Jumpa lagi

Blog berubah wajah

2004-07-04T03:41:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to : Boboy's breathe

Well... ntah ape mimpi aku agaknya, tetiba rasa rajin sgt nak tukar design layout blog ni. Siap aku activate bloggernyer photo hosting. sib baik pree. hasilnya.. ni lah. rasany2 kalau aku design layout sendiri, sure lagi gempak. tetiba aku berminat nak touch up bloq ni, sbb nak ilangkan tensen buat Accounting nih. Tambah pulak br je dpt sms dr exco ragbi mintak aku siapkan proposal ASAP. nak jer aku maki derang ni, info yg aku mintak derang tak bagi lagik, jawap derang senang je.. "ko buat ayat..nanti yg details tu kitaorang letak la." ceh... ni semela yg buat keje aku pending.
dah dekat kul 4 pagi ni, mata tak ngantuks tp nampaknya terpaksalah aku pakse mata ni untuk lelap. Sok kena bangun awal beb.. nak siapkan accounting ni lagi sket.
Boboy pun dah terlentok atas tilam aku..isk...nak g peluk dia.. comellll...

My Official Picture

2004-07-04T03:11:00.000+08:00

Me.. looking into the future??? cewahhh..
Private Properties of TJ

My Seniors..

2004-07-04T02:56:00.000+08:00

From right Abg Hezmal (our x-president of rugby club), Josh and Aman.
Private Properties of TJ

My Samsung

2004-07-04T02:50:00.000+08:00

Close up.. Bought it last 6 months.
Private Properties of TJ

My Sweethearts

2004-07-04T02:47:00.000+08:00

Buah hati pengarang jantung, cant live without them..
Private Properties of TJ

need some vacation.. relaxing...uhh..

2004-06-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to : my own heartbeat!

Rasa tak boleh tidur malam ni. Terlaluuuuu letih kot? Ermm.. harini aku belasah overtime till 9.30 pm. kul 10 lebih br gerak dr opis.heh.. banyak giler file, membukit! tu pun aku just check roughly je. Hopefully tak banyak silap. Huh.. banyak sungguh kerja aku terbengkalai. yg paling aku
risau, proposal kelab ragbi nih. Geram banget dgn bebudak ni,mananya details yg aku mintak tu. Berjeman nak antar kat aku. Till now pon aku still tak dpt lagi.arghh..bosannya korang nih.

Baru aku perasan, hari ni dah 28 Jun. Lagi 2 hari tamatlah bulan June 2004. Ehh.. next month? July.. final exam dah dekat beb! cepat sungguh masa berlalu. Next month gaks harijai Ayan. Aku nak bg dia apa ek? aduishh..kopak lagi. Dah la bulan lepas dia mintak belikan jam priced RM43. mak oii..aku nyer jam pun tak penah aku beli. Suma org bagi.. hehe.. kire oraitlah tu, aku ketuk Angah.. then bila aku dah keja adik2 aku plak yg ketuk aku! huhu.. well.. aku tak kisah pun yg penting aku nak tgk dia happy, sihat dan bernafas!

Lately aku rasa badan sakit2 tul.. terfikir gak nak gi pekena massage aromathreapy. Dulu masa zaman sekolah, almost everweek ader jer aktiviti sukan yg aku buat. Kalau tak netball, sofball.. kalau tak pun time PJK aku main basketball dgn bebudak cina. Heran aku nape ek sukan ni mostly dimonopoli leh bebudak cina? Kalau time PJK kat skolah dulu esp masa f4 dgn f6, takde cikgu yg arah kitaorang main itu ini, tp sebaliknya diberi kebebasan nak main apa pun. Mmg bes.. tp bg aku ini la time nak mengeluarkan peluh. Tamo kasik badan ni manja.. dok atas kusi je. Bila sambung masuk IPTS, satu sukan pun aku tak juin. Ahh..mana taknya berlemak badan! pheww..

Keje..keje keje..

2004-06-22T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hari ni aku sampai rumah awal. Kul 6.30 dah jejak rumah. Ermm.. perut terasa lapar sgt. Lunch tadi aku skip, padan la muka. Tertidur kat atas meja. Sib baik meja tersuruk sket.Nak buat dajal pun senang. :D
sampai rumah terus masak nasi. Sib baik lauk ada lagi, masih elok. Tekak ni terasa nak makan fav dish aku, masak lemak ikan masin. Tp kemalasan lah aku nak menyinggah kedai on the way balik. Nak masak pun satu hal..ermm..dah letih seharian mengadap pc kat opis, balik kena masak lagi. Penat woo.. wonder la kalau dah kawin, balik kena masak, kemas rumah. Perghh.. flat!
Nothing much to tell, hari2 sama je. Hari ni dpt la aku mulakan project HCI. Designing a mobile phone. Erm.. guide suma dah ada cuma aku tak reti nak mula kat mana. Sepatutnya ni grouping nyer project, tp br je dpt mgs dr member sorang lagi, dia satu group dgn x aku nyer aweks. ces...he's everywheere.

Mood nak apdate blog

2004-06-20T20:11:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to - munyik ekon kat student lounge ni.. kuat beb! sojuk!

I'm bek!
hah.. selang sehari aku apdate blog yg ketandusan isi nih. Well.. since ada internet connection ni, dan nak merelekskan kepala yg dah semakin sakit ni so better aku buat karangan 360++ patah perkataaan bertajuk.. My Weekend. Hehe..
Time being aku br abis lepak + menum2 dgn senior2 aku. Kelas Principle Accounting td, ramai pulak para senior yg juin sekali. Ada Aman, Ken, Tom, Mashirwan dan ade lg yg aku tak kenal nama tp kenal rupa je. Well.. kewl sbb dah lama tak jumpa Aman dgn Ken, masing2 sibuk keje.Till derang ajuk aku dgn gelaran budak kecik. cey..kecik ke aku nih??hehe.. They use to be my close partner, esp Aman. Woopss.. aku anggap they all cam abg2 aku sendri jek a.. tarak makna lain.
Kelas habis 7.30 then pi lepak menum then br sambung tenet balik kat sini. Sunyi sepi takde org kat student lounge, cume 4 notebook users je yg ada.
Nampaknya, aku takleh nak balik kg ler till final. Every weekend ada kelas. Isk..kerinduan yg menjadi2 lah nampaknya kat my little sweetheart kat kg nu.. And this only applicable to Financial Accounting nyer kelas jek. Herk.. calculation nyer kelas takleh tinggal beb! aku dah set target, instead ramai hassler dlm kelas ni, bley stadi sesama derang.
Kul berapa nak balik nih? ermm...got few things tak settle lagi nih. Tgh mendonload sesuatu nih. Tunggu dl ni abis, then in the mean time nak mula touch up proposal ragbi nih.
Got nothing to say anymore. Hopefully.. esok aku bleh habiskan kerja kelab nih. Such a burden beb! Tp kengkawan nyer pasal.. takpo poik!
See ya in heaven..

Dpt task baru sbg Secretary Rugby Club..iskk

2004-06-19T17:01:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to VE - Party Like This

Salam.. ha kan dah cakap. Last aku apdate blog ni last 1st of May. Then harini 19 June br aku masuk balik.
Time being aku kat Strudels KL Sentral. Hotspot area la, mana lagi. Nama je broadband, tp aku rasa dial up kat rumah lagi laju. Acc hotspot yg lama dah expired, so terpaksalah beli baru. Dah la aku tgh sengkek ni. aduishh.. tp banyak benda yg delayed kalau tak online. The most important, Presiden Rugby Club (Roy) dah assign aku dgn kerja2 secretarial. As usual, aku kena prepare surat, proposal dan report. We're going for tournament in UKM. Aku lupa la tournament apa. Dr apa yg dia bgtau aku dlm phone.. quite a lot jugaklah. YG aku penin sbb aku kena buat report annual GM which is suppose to be done by sec yg sebelum nih. Termenung sekejap aku. Dateline yg dia bg, by coming Wednesday (23 Jun 04). Mak oiii.. nampaknya kena plan betul2 nih beb. Kalau tak tak tidur malam lagik la jawabnya. Dgn project semester baru nih, hopefully i can make it! Pray for me!
Aktiviti hari ni.. nothing much. Cuma a bit letih jugaklah. Lepas subuh aku tidur balik. Kul 9 bangun, bermula lah aktiviti kemas mengemas. Ya Tuhan...banyaknya habuk. Baru last week aku clearkan suma. Instead, tetiap hari aku sapu. Penuh dgn bulu kucing, kat baju yg tergantung, baju kat rack. phewww.... Taim2 camni lah br terfikir senangnya kalau ada vacum. Sudahnya suma baju2 yg tergantung dan baju kat rack aku bungkus masuk plastic untuk yg aku jarang guna, dan masukkan dlm kotak untuk yg aku slalu guna. heh...pueh ati aku. Tang abuk ni mmg aku elergik sket. Kalau terasa kaki aku pijak something, aku dah gelisah. Habis satu rumah aku mop. Heh.. barulah sedap kaki memijak.
Lepas kemas, basuh baju suma.. barulah mula sesi masak. Ermm.. at first.. nak masak ape ek? ikutkan ati nak goreng bihun je. Kuah kicap campur dgn cili yg mummy buat last week pun ada lagi. Ermm.. end up aku goreng ayam dan buat sambal. Sedap.. cewahh. Kalau dah sorang, masak untuk tekak sendiri semuanya sedap. Kalau masak untuk someone else.. ade je komen nya. Esp kalau masak kat kg, tukang komen paling kuat heh.. Uda. Sabo jer lah. Tp mom gaks yg bes.. ape2 yg aku masak sure dia puji. Aiseh.. bangga sekejap! ahaks..
well ppls.. i hef to move now. Woopss.. ppls?lupe pulak. Bila masa aku open blog ni untuk public? aku rasa takda sesapa pun tau yg aku ada blog sendiri. Tp jarang giler nak apdate, tu pasal aku malas nak bgtau kat member2 or open to public. Tgk la.. later2.

We'll see bila lagi aku nak apdate blog nih. See ya.

Kegilaan My Immortal

2004-05-02T00:49:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to : My Immortal - Evanescence

Time being, terasa bosan yg teramat. Dah tak tahu nak buat apa. Nak tidur.. mata takmau lelap. Mana taknya, siang aku bantai tidur.. sampai my mom kejut soh masakkan lauk masak asam pun aku ignore je. eih..sanggup kejut aku soh masak, almaklumlah.. no one can bet my masak asam! nak tgk tv plak, aa..bosan. kalau ada chow CSI, sedap jugakla jamu mata sampai pagi. nak makan, tak selera. ermm.. nak buat apa nihhh!!! sudahnya.. aku layan blogger gak!
Anyway site blog ni dah lama aku create tp alkisahnya tak berapa berkenan untuk aku publishkan kisah harian aku. Eii...segann!! hahah... tarakla.. cuma aku tadek masa dgn benda2 ni suma. Tambah lagi kat rumah tarak fixed line. Harap hotspot je.. tu pun time being notebook ni my sister nak guna. Cuma hopefully lepas ni aku dpt terus mengapdatekan kisah riwayat hidup ini..cewahh..
Alkisahnya, esok pepagi kena bangun. Kat rumah ni dah biasa, sbb pepagi Pak Imam balik dr masjid kejut suma anak2 dia yg 7 orang nih. "Bangun....bangun... semayang subuh!!" haa.. suma wajib bangun. Lusa (Isnin) ayah nak buat kenduri. So kena kemas rumah la esok. Okey la tuh, harini the whole day aku bantai membuta, bley kaver la esok punya!
Okeyla ppl, aku dah kegersangan idea nih. lain tahun aku apdate blog ni ya! tungguuu....

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