Words to remind myself
Currently Listening to Big Big Girls by Emilia.

Do it for yourself.. and not for others.

If you do it for others, they will let u down. You might not know it now, but you will.

When?

When you stumbled hard and fallen down, and they will watch you from afar, and questions why you've fallen? Rather than acknowledge that you've been hurt and help you get up.

I should know, I've been there remember?

Do this for your own future. Only then will you know that whatever happen, you'll be where you want to be...one day...at your own pace, at your own pride.
Even if you've stumbled, you'll get up again, because it is your future that's at stake.

When you are successful, let them take the ride with you, but don't let them be your main purpose for success. Most people doesn't want to be around when we've fallen. Some may even feel ashamed to be associated with us.

But do they know what the future holds for us? One day, when we are high and mighty, those same people, who might have lost faith in us, will try to get close again, and be around, and mention our name as closest to theirs.

That's how the world is...  ¶ Thursday, November 10, 2005

Raya's fever lah pulak...
Currently Listening to Melly Goeslaw feat. Krisdayanti - Cinta

Salam & gewd day ppl!! Hari ni aku mc! Fever attack lah.. 2 days already. Semalam half day, tengari dah tak tahan sgt seseme meleleh dr idung.. called my buddy to bring me to clinic. Dpt lah mc for that day... but then.. doc tak bg ubat sore throat. Las nite had a walk with my buddy to clinic nearby my house. Doc said.. my throat quite teruk.. so dpt "gula-gula" & mc! hehe.. last nite was really a terrible nite. Cant sleep properly due to cold & thiz sore throat..... wheeewwww......
Hey... las monday i travel back from hometown early morning with my buddy. 730am from hometown... 820 sampai KL. Was worried that Jalan Tun Razak jem... heh..once again..lengang giler.. bes tul.. all the way from Sg Besi till my office.. no traffic congested! Camni tetiap minggu bleh balik kl hari Isnin yek! Hehe...
Okey ppl... i should go & rest my head by now.. Till then.. Nice day ahead!!  ¶ Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Raya mood
Curently listening to Kenny G - The Music That Makes me Dance

Hey... first of all.. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all my buddies.. Maaf Zahir Batin. Kengkawan yg tak dpt balik "kg" raya.. sabar2 lah yer. Macam tak biasa beraya jauh dari family. Tahun ni tak sempat nak dajal you all dgn kad raya lagu Sudirman.. takda masa nak buat lah.. Selamat lah untuk tahun nih. Hehehe....
This year, raya aku macam tahun2 lepas, rasanya makin hambar!!! UIkss.. ye kot? Cepat sgt bulan Ramadhan berlalu. Sedar tak sedar dah pun 1 Syawal. 3 days before raya, aku kena kerja. Terpaksa balik KL semata2 kena kerja untuk 1 hari tu ja.. Sib baik la my buddy pun kerja on the same day, travel pergi kerja pepagi around 7.55 am dari rumah kg... 8.45 am dah sampai Jalan Tun Razak, awal gila sampai, jalan clear... siap boleh pegi round Sg Wang kejap. Balik kg around 9pm.. tu pun sempat pergi shopping kat Jalan TAR jap.
Today... dah masuk 3rd day raya, 1st day raya lagi aku bleh tertidur kat hall.. ngantuks sgt sey.. 2 hari sebelum raya dok mengemas/cuci rumah. Dalam sampai luar.. erghhh... letih. Kalau mood nak kemas semua dah sampai... tak kira lah puasa ke tak.. janji aku puas hati tgk suma bersih. 2nd day.... not going anywhere, tgu org dtg rumah ja.. petang my buddies dtg rumah. Lama tul tak jumpa you all.. btw thanks for coming guys, hari ni maybe nak sambung pergi merayau rumah yg lain2 pulak.
This weekend dah nak balik KL.. not sure nak balik on Sunday or Monday morning lagi. Banyak benda nak kena buat balik KL nanti. Okey fellas... ada benda nak kena study sket.. Nite & take care ya!!  ¶ Saturday, November 05, 2005